What the fuck sia!
I really dont knnow what people feel sia!
Asked them, dont tell me. What do you want me to do??
K0r, tag in your tagboard about what happen, you also dont wanna say.
Aaron, I've said sorry to you coz I misunderstood you?? But you dont want to answer me, so it tells me that you are angry with me.
Darren, your attittude really didn't change at all. You kept saying that you needed more time, but it's said easier than do. So I have no confidence in you that you will change.
Zi Yi, I only told adrienne and lena that you are calling phone with xing tian although you two were near by each other. But I said is for fun nia. I'm sure this isn't called "badmouthing" ba??!!
From what you all let me sees in you are that, you have no longer treat me as your friend or you have no longer have any trust in me anymore!
If it's true, I'll really stop bothering all of you from now on!
BYE~!

T.T
This year like tao hua yun very high sio!
Girls like me, or girls wants to get contact umber from me. ==
Today in bus going home, a group of young girls sitting behind like crazy crazy de.
Then suddenly two of the girls come to me.

Girls : Er...my friend behind there wants your contact number, is it alright?
Me : My line suspended. Sorry!
Girls : Huh? Again?
Me : My line suspended. Sorry!
Girls : Ohh ok! :)
Me : :) (smile back)

Lols right! Wa...don't know why like that sio! ><
Then when the bus reaches my destination, The girls said "bye" to me. == Then I was like...(OMG! SO PAI SEH!) Then I bye back. Then the bus goes off, they still waving to me. ==
OMFG! Really pai seh loh!

Wakakakak~! I do CFM of DB4 190bpm! WOOTS~!!
Dont believe huh~click the pic loh...~_~

Haiz...Joey, now it's my turn to write these le. Hahax..

Friends for years

Hong Kiap (k0r)
He is a good friend of all I've ever met. We know each other during I'm new in Manjusri. We have been in the same class for 2 years. We never had any quarreling or fightings before. But recently I really do not know what had happened. He started to be cold to me? And I really don't know why. Hope we can clear this misunderstanding.

Zi Yi (XiangGong)
He is also a good friend of mine. We have been in the same class for 4years since Sec1. Although we always have a minor quarrel or fight but most of it, was my fault. Because I'm petty. I really treasure him this friend. When I'm always emo-ing, he always asked me what had happened.
But I always told him nothing. Maybe I don't want him to worry? I'm not sure.

Eugene
A good friend too. Also, when I'm emo-ing, he will asked me what had happened too. When I'm sicklish, he tells teacher that I'm sick. Although he everytime likes to 'bully' me, but he is still a find friend to me.

Jin Jie (LaoPa)
This guy always tio scolded by P.O.A teacher. He is a good friend and a good LaoPa too. After I acknowledge him as my LaoPa, I found that he treated me the attittude has totaly change. I like it too. He is a kind person. Same with Zi Yi, we have been together for 4yrs too.

Lai Soon
This person. I always thought that he is those kind of person, always at the back say my bad things. But when I told him that I don't trust him too, from his reaction of answer, I can see that I suspect my trustness in him. He is a good friend too, but from the ways I sees him always with the 'Beggar Sect' members, so that I'll thought that he is those kind of person. Sorry Lai Soon! I'm really very sorry!

Geraldine And Xin Yi
Both of them are my best friends. They see me emo, will come and ask me what happen de. They are very good. But I always don't take it to heart. I really feel ashame of myself!

Band Juniors/Member

Darren Ho (Best Friend Or God-Bro)
This person, I knew him when he was Sec1 and when I'm Sec2. We have been together for 3years. He's a very good junior. Before he went to Hong Kong with his family, I told him to buy me present in Hong Kong, but then I'm just kidding. But when he came back, he really bought me a T-shirt from Hong Kong. It's the same design as his, but then different colour. This year he's in NA class le. Last year before enters NA class, we told him that he sure change to the other kind of person de, but recently, he really change and he himself, does'nt know that. Words out from his mouth was vulgaritieS. I really feel sad because he also scolded me vulgar. But none of my juniors want to tell him this. It's because they afraid that he might fall out from us. I'm really afraid that one day this thing happens.

Christopher
He's a junior that I once taken in. But because of something, he jumps to other section, but we are always together with other juniors. he always treated me as a best friend but I never notice it. Sorry Chris! But recently because of Darren's incident, he also got sad coz Darren is his best friend too.

Joey (Flute)
She is a girl that always talks to me whenever I'm emo-ing during and after band. We often exchange our troubles in our hearts. Xin Shi.

Yin Kai
He is a good friend too. He is very kind, whenever people bullies him or disturb him, he won't reutrn. And he sometimes counsel me with those reasons he had. But when I'm sad or what ever. I would look for him. He is really a good junior too, but to me, he is "SHEN" of trombone.

Hwee Ling
She is a good section mate too. She also got counsel me sometimes. When I look troubled, she also can sees it. She thinks that I'm soft hearted to juniors le, asked me not to be so soft hearted or else will get bully by juniors. But I always take her words as nothing. Haiz..Sorry Hwee Ling! :)

Theres still more I've to write on this blog. So please come back again! See you!

Today in school, like emo emo de. Coz friend say de. Then I feel that my friend today all like...(zhen dui) at me loh. FEEL only ah~ Then in band. OMFG!! I sibei sad again lahhs!! The Darren, I talked to him nicely, then you know what he reply?? 'Kaobei'. About 3-4 times le loh. I try to hold my anger coz I don't want to vent my anger on him. Coz his my..you know you know...Best friend I treat. After band, he don't know why suddenly so emo or pek cek like that.


From my friends---> They said that Darren change le. As in his attittude. He started scolding vulgarities whenever people (we) talk to him. Since after he went to NA or mix with NA friends.


To Darren---> If you saw the above passage, hope you understand what we want from you. We want the past de Darren Ho Wen Hao, that very cheerful, speaks without vulgarities. Not like now de Darren, vulgarities come out from your mouth when we talk to you. And emo-ing aside. If you have any problems, feel free to approach me, to allow me to share what your problem is. No matter what happens, we are still best friend ma. That's what best friends are for.


My friends said that I always treat you so good, then they started scolding me. They say, " You treat him(Darren) so good, he got appreciate ma?! Never ritght?! So don't be so good to him." What they said I don't care, I just care about our friendship nia! LOL. I say this like saying to stead sio! OMG OMG!! Aiya..I don't know how to say ma~ English failed since primary 1. ==

HAIZ~I'm dying la!!Today in school macham keep tio bully by Geraldine and Darren de loh!! Morning Darren keep using his hand to push my head sio. Other people see le like think I sec4 useless de, let sec3 bully. I also want to say him de loh, but I see that his my best friend so I never care loh. Then morning at bus stop meet him, I'm late, then he like buey song me then I nothing to say loh. Don't want to start quarrel. Cannot loss him this best friend liao. I've loss so many liao le. Then after recess, Geraldine crazy with Xue Yen de, keep using their fist to hit my arm. Then I nothing to play hit back xue yen, then she like dying liao. She keep complaining pain. LOLs. I nevers use so much energy leh. == Then from don't know when, my k0r (hong kiap) never talk to me liao. Don't know why eh!! Want to know, then go ask him also don't tell. I'M DYING LA!! T.T Everyone treating me so....

Valentine

Today is valentine's day and its marco's b'day! So I hereby wish marce a happy 16th b'day! xD

Hmm...today is a special day for couples. o.0
But today in school, saw many of my single friends got present for valentine. Don't know why. Like that also nice to celebrate uh?? Lols~Then actually today going to marina square to watch 'jumper' with kok boon de coz he wants me to go and he want to treat me. But atlast I also never go coz no mood so after school went home straight. Along the way, saw k0r boarding cab opposite but I act as if never notice him board the cab coz...(cannot say =X ). Hmm...nowadays he still the same, never talk to me in msn and in school le. Wonder why, did I do anything wrong to him?? I don't think so. I never care so much of his affairs de coz I always thinks that he's doing fine. We never quarrel before at all from when the 1st day we know each other loh. Also don't know why. Hahas...today de valentine's day for me is very sian de loh~Hahas...But anyone is reading me post now, I hereby wishing you a Happy Valentine's Day too! xD

Haiz

Haiiz...Today band quite ok de la..But today tio scolded by him, "Kao bei, Fuck" ,and etc vulgars.
Coz I keep suan-ing him and Jun Fang. He then say de loh. But joking de ma. He still scold vulgars at me! SI BEI SAD! Haiz~~!!!
After band rush down to level 1 coz xinyi waiting for me to walk home together. Then saw jun fang, si ying, zi ling and xin yi sit at a bench together. They all say they waiting for me. I was like...(huh??!!)
Then wait for the guys to walk aljunied together loh~But along the way to aljunied MRT station, we all having 'fun' like saying Darren and Jun Fang. Woots~Darren was like abit shy shy loh~Hahas..but dont know he hates me not leh.
HAIZ...

New Year Special!!

7 Feb 08

Morning woke up was cause by my father de. =.= Coz he want give mi ang pao. Then cannot sleep back le eh!! 9am oke up. Sian..Then go bath and change to New Year Clothes loh. Then about 1pm, relatives started coming to my house le. Coz my grandma staying with me / I'm staying with my grandma. Then about 7pm, eat tuan yuan fan again with my relatives and family. Total money got is $112.

8 Feb 08

Afternoon went si ma lu guan yin miao with my aunt, grandma and 2 brothers. Then after praying, went to Bugis Macdonald eat. After eating about 6.30pm went to Darren's house to watch SHOU ZU coz its last episode le. After watching we went to Gamers Inc. at Katong but closed. =.= Then we took cab down to Grandlink loh. Then we went to ROYAL SPORTS CLUB play lan loh. He played Dota, I played AuditionSEA. Played till 10.45pm. Then he 11pm need to be at home so rushed cab down his house loh. Then I sun bian continue the cab home loh. Then don't know the FuCking taxi driver drive back to grandlink there then go my house eh. Got faster way go my house don't want then go long cut. FuCk la. Make my fare to be $9.60 loh!! Then end of the day.

9 Feb 08

Morning went to Darren house to meet him together go bugis watch movie. We watched KUNG FU DUNK. WOW!! Nice loh!! SPLENDID!! Lols...Its really nice ohh. Moive ticket I treat Darren. $9.50 worx!! ><" We also got asked Fahmi out too. Then after movie about 5pm+, we took bus 7 to Grandlink to play lan again. Same lan. Then play till 11pm this time!! Then went gonna out of Grandlink that time, saw Shawn. He going Katong so we took cab long bang him go Katong loh. Then continue the trip to Kg Arang Road where Darren stays. Then I alight cab at his house downstairs there to let him faster get home incase he tio scold by his parents. Then I walk to bus-stop to took bus 158 go home. Reached home about 12am le. Hahas...HaPpY LuNaR NeW YeAr!!

Hahax,,Today in school celebrating chinese new year. But quite sian de leh, the MCs this year de very lousy. Then like make us no mood listen to them le. After celebrating, I suppose to meet primary school friends de, but I want go out with Darren so gave them X'cuse loh. Sorry ah!! So I meet daren, geraldine,adeline and sharul to go katong's lan play de, but the shop never open so darren suggest gograndlink play. Then adeline got some private reason for not going there, so at last seperated le. Geraldine go with Adeline, then the 3 of us take cab to grandlink oh. I paid the fare loh. I treat sia!! LOL!! Then we play play play, play till 3.30pm loh...but before that sharul left us at 12.45pm le. Then after lan I accompany Darren home loh. Then come back le. :D I very good hor. HAHAX!! Now eating reunion dinner. So sian...new yr very lame eh...Haiz

Woo Shiok!!

Wa...Today afternoon went to temple to pray my passed away grandfather with my 2 younger brothers, mother, aunts and uncle. Then after praying we went to bedok inter-change to took bus 401 to east coast. Actually want go restuarant eat seafood de. But in the end, the restuarant was full. =.= Then we went to the hawker that nearest to the Surf360Degree there eat loh. Wa!! The food there was shiok sia!! Nice!! We ordered satay, sambal sotong and fish, prawn with beancurd, 2 plates of noodles, 2 plates of chicken rice and 3 glass bottles of carlsberg beer. I drank 3 cups nia. Coz very full liao. Hahax..Then we took cab home after eating. :D
Then now using computer, then the Fucking internet got problem sia!!