Didn't went to school.
Only got 4hours of sleep coz yesterday night 2AM then turn in.
So waited for Xiu Xia, Wen Qi and Benjamin to come my house.
On com then played audi awhile, saw tem outside my house.
Xiu Xia played audi awhile then we ate breakfast.
My ahma cooked fried fries lor.
Nothing much.
Xiu Xia and Wen Qi can't finished it, so I throw away loh.
About 9.30AM we left home and went to Parkway le.
Walked around in Parkway then about 10AM plus walked to East Coast Park le.
As we were very tired and hot, we went to Mac to rest awhile.
Around 11AM, went to rent bike le.
Hahas..
We played couple bike.
Xiu Xia and Benjamin while me and Wen Qi.
Starting we don't know how to play, after Benjamin taught us awhile then know le.
Manage to balance ourselves though.
Haha..
Rode to Bedok Jetty, saw many dead fishes!
Beautiful!
Hahas..
Rode to the way towards Changi, went to try to play some slopes.
Hahas..
At last, we race.
Me and Wen Qi got back to the bike shop 1st!
Gratz us! Hahaha!
When we got down off the bike, our legs like..no energy liao.
Hahas..
Went to take bus to SingPost as I'm meeting Wee Keat Di and Xin Yi.
They followed me, but in the end, Xiu Xia's mother called me and problems came.
Xiu Xia, Wen Qi and Benjamin had to go back band luh.
So Xin Yi, Wee Keat Di and me went to Grandlink le.
RSC full!!!
Saw Hui Sheng, Zi Zhong and Yin Kai there.
Got nothing to do at that time, so wait for Shao Min nuer to come nor..
After Shao Min nuer came le, we went to RSC again.
Fianlly got seats le.
4!
But all seperately loh.
But very near.
Hahas..
So we all played audition together with Hui Sheng luh.
Don't know why I got winning streak sia.
Sot liao me.
Hahas..
Then played Battle Party earn Dens.
Won many rounds, lose only like 2 rounds nia.
Hahahas..
5.30PM, left the lan le.
All went home loh.
Hahas..
Pictures will be posted, as I'm tired and lazy nowadays. :X
Pai seh ah..
Hahas..
Happy to go out with Xiu Xia, Wen Qi and Benjamin today!
Happy that I finnaly got the chance to went out with Wee Keat Di le! And Shao Min nuer of coz!
This Saturday I then go band.
Sad! Li Lian quit band! All memories last time, just suddenly appeared in my mind.
Haiz.. Someone's leaving.
And she's leaving RENZE too, maybe.
HELLOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOS!!!

I can't believe that I just reached home from Xiu Xia's house.
Now is 12.36AM.
Wow...
Morning woke up, hesitating whether should I or should I not go school.
But don't wanna pang seh Kok Boon & Jin Jie so I still go to school.
Actually gonna mmet Wei Guang, as my brother said they were suppose to meet.
But in the end didn't meet him coz he didn't show up??
Saw Xin Yi, so went to school with her loh.
Today lesson was also slacking all the way.
PE, went to basketball court to see my classmates playing.
Then Maths period, Mr Han let us watched his wedding photos.
So handsome seh. xD
Sec 2 & 3s' recess started emo liao?
Don't know why.
Then no mood all the way till after my own recess.
Then was 2 periods of Mdm Ernie de.
Actually she wanna give us watched something about Globalisation de.
But can't open the file, so we had nothing to do as no Blokus to play too.
So we all went to Library to have a talk.
Mdm Ernie started with a person, then wished him/her positive regards.
When it comes to my turn, I didn't know that she know that I'm always emo??
LOL!
Then I was like... er. Ok?
LOL.
After Library, went to Parkway with Chee Ching, Zi Yi, Jin Jie and Kok Boon.
Saw Wen Quan at the entrance of Parkway.
We sent Zi Yi to Jean Yip to get his hair cut, as his mom was there le.
So they rest of us went slacking around, bought ice-cream at SCOOPZ, then Chee Chong went to look out for his iPOD stuffs.
Went to have lunch in Hawker as Kok Boon wanna recommend us nice food.
Hokkien mee??
Eat till sian le.
So just simply ate Chicken rice with Chee Chong, while Kok Boon and Wen Quan ate Hokkien mee loh.
After awhile, Zi Yi came after his hair cut.
He was like.. Don't know how to walk Parkwy coz he didn't came before??
OMG??
Diao ~.~
Then he ate Chicken rice too.
Wen Shi came too.
So seats were full, and Wen Quan let her his seat but she don't want Wen Quan to get tired so asked him sit down.
I let her sit, also threaten her. Hahas.. xD
After everything, Zi Yi and Jin Jie went home le.
So the rest of us went to Wen Quan's house.
Took some pictures, post it soon.
Chee Chong used his com, Wen Quan playing his PSP, Kok Boon and I trying to get some nap, Wen Shi... Crazy??
After Chee Chong done his stuffs, Kok Boon and Wen Shi played GUNZ.
So pro sia Kok Boon! ><
Play awhile, the 3 went to play pool while me and Wen Shi went to BORDERS.
She wanna find her book, then it's like... we kept searching the whole shelf also don't have. -.-
Then asked the workers there for help.
LOL!
Found it but she told me she not buying. -.-
Waste time right??
LOL.
So went around slacking and took photos.
Diao ~.~
Then Wei Xing called and told me that he and Wen Qi reached Xiu Xia's house le.
So I bus-ed 15 down to East Shore Hospital there de bus stop then walked to her house.
Reached her house, her mother wants me to eat chocolate.
LOL.
Don't know why.
Then chatted and joked with Wei Xing, he is funny de lor.
Hahaha..
Then played Table-Tennis.
So fun and funny.
Hahahas..
Wei Xing like always disturb Wen Qi la.
Haha..
Then dinner time, ate what Xiu Xia's mother cooked.
LOL.
Around 8PM plus, her parents left house to temple le.
So we went up to her room to slack le.
Play true or dare.
Called some people to disturb, sorry ah!
Hahahas..
I called Benjamin to come her house as they lived so near.
After a few minutes, Benjamin came.
We played, joked, slept, laughed.
Hahahas..
Fun la!
Then around 10PM plus, we discussing what to do.
Wen Qi stay at her house.
Wei Xing stay at Benajmin's house.
So tommorrow we (Benjamin, Xiu Xia, Wen Qi and me) went to ECP in the morning.
Hahas..
Around 11PM plus, Wei Xing, Benjamin and me left Xiu Xia's house le.
Benjamin wants me to stay at his house overnight, but I can't.
Sorry Lao Gong!
Not I don't want, but is I cannot. ><
Next monday ba huh??
Sorry!
Tommorrow gonna go to ECP le.

Decided not to go to school with Kok Boon and Jin Jie coz they never go too.
So slept till 10.30AM then woke up.
Audi-ed till 1PM.
Then lunch-ed.
Do nothing then suddenly played GUNz with Kok Boon.
He always gang up with others to kill me de loh.
Sad-ed la!
Sian..
Joey Seetoh want hug me wor.. ><
Come come!
xD
Er xin. ~.~

Found this trailer in disney channel, that one has higher quality than this but can't get it here.

Sad! Gonna watch this movie soon!!! ><

Please turn off my song below to enjoy this trailer.

:D

Morning woke up and msn-ed and audi-ed awhile.
Heard a bad thing and began to be sad again.
Haiz..
Even a friend that I treated best the most, also don't wanna care me anymore??
No wonder nowadays he's like to cold to me.
Maybe I should really leave RENZE and quit band.

Today morning meet Xiu Xia at Aljunied then went to band.
Finally got to practice with them le.
But I felt fucking left out can?!
In trombone, the 3 always together, it's like limbei is dead one liao. -.-
Then I no choice stay beside Zhi Yang lor.
Cb.
I chose 2nd trombone, with Zhi Yang.
I felt that 2nd trombone is the lousiet.
The 3 might qu xiao us de la.
NB.
Foo run throught concert pieces.
Some piece I can, some cannot make it.
Haiz..
Don't feel like going band liao lo, since I'm so fucking left out.
After band, went to market then went to lan with Xiu Xia and Wei Xing. -.-
Awhile later in lan, I saw THEM again.
Go lan bo jio limbei de sia.
So what if limbei don't know how play Dota?! NB!
You all are really selfish lor.
Say you all, you all not happy.
Then you all next time let many people dislike, you all will happy meh??
I really don't know how to say you all lor.
After lan, went to Marina Square with Wei Xing, Harmony and Jone??
They 3 went to cut hair at Chapter 2.
OMG!
I saw a hair dresser look so much like Kok Boon lor!
And he also look like Jay Chou sia.
Shuai sia his hairstyle.
Nice la!!
Around 5plus, Wei Xing went to Xiu Xia house while I went home le.


Knn la _ _ _ _ _! ( If you fucking admit this post is for you, let it be lor, don't come confront me.)
Limbei never write your name, is limbei want give you your fucking face la hor.
Limbei ho ho tell you graduation thing in MSN then you scold me "fuck you".
What the fuck la hor.
Then tell limbei not purposely de.
Mai fuck la hor.
Kan jiao wei so much.
This is not the fucking 1st time or 2nd time liao hor!
NB!
If limbei do that to you, you like bo??
Limbei bo huan tio you then you come chuey taiji.
Knn.
Fuck off la hor!
Excuse zuey zuey.
CBK one.
(-.-)-'-
And to other people hor, if I talk to you on MSN nicely, you give me cb attitude hor, you go die better la hor.

Wei Xing told me, tell them how I feel about how they treated me.
But they won't listen.
Then he asked me to write on my blog, so the might know, coz sure some of them will view my blog de.
Haiz..


XinYi told me don't care them le.
She said she don't think that my juniors want me to be back in band, when they asked me to go back.
And she told me that, they treated me so badly when I treated them like god last time.
Coz last time, I always pang seh my friends, just to accompany my juniors.
But they are treating me like this.. She ask me not to care them anymore.
Haiz..

Ling Yee said Darren and others don't wanna talk to me, is Darren ask them not to talk to me de.
I don't know is it true!
I'm very vex now!!
I want to die!!!!

Morning woke up at 7AM,
Audi-ed till 1PM plus, went to MSN to chat.
Actually wanna go sleep de, but can't sleep.
So continue audi lor.
So sian.
Today nothing much.
Just whole day audi.
Haiz..
Should I go band tommorrow??
Anyone tell me..

Who can I pour my woes to??
Nowadays, although EOY has already over.
I didn't see any difference between that period and now.
Of me and RENZE people.
None of them online now, (current time is 6.30PM)
I don't know what they are doing??
And if they are not online, I think they maybe going out with one another??
Don't know, that might just be my wild guess.
I just have that feeling that RENZE people are avoiding me, are staying away from me.
I don't know how and why I will get this feeling and thinking.
Who can I pour my woes to?!

Second post for the day again`
I'm super emo and super sian and super sad`
Emo because of what?
I don't know!
T_T
Sian because of what?
Downloaded Gunz, just because Kok Boon asked me to play with him`
But the fucking thing is, I don't know how to play!
And it's fucking boring de lor!
Sad because of what?
Birthday coming nearer and nearer le`
Bandmates want me to celebrate`
But I have no mood?
People wanting me to go band`
But I find that band don't needs me, seriously`
Diao~
T_T
Thinking`
If I fail GCE 'N' Level`
Where will I go to?
ITE, then got new batch of friends?
New kind of life?
New kind of behaviour I'm behaving?
If I pass GCE 'N' Level`
What I'm gonna do?
Study hard for GCE 'O' Level?
Continue see people's face?
Continue let people bully?
Continue let younger people disrespect?
I have no life, seriously`
Laughs`
I feel so useless`
Lose to so many things in life`
In games - AuditionSEA, I so noob, Gunz, I can't make it`
In academics - Always fail exams`
In band - Playing, far behind juniors`
I'm totally a loser!
LOSE is the only word that can describe me`
And my Personal Qualities that Madam Ernie wrote for me`
That are going to be printed in the GCE 'N' Level result certificate`
It's all describing me wrongly`
I'm not a responsible person`
I'm not kind`
I'm not helpful`
Positive comments are not for me`
Only negative comments right`
Laughs~
I'm a coward`
I'm a loser`
I'm a failure`
I'm useless bastard`
I'm just nothing!
Yeah?
Agree with me right`
Laughs`
Haiz`
Feel like dying`
Anyway my BFA doesn't care about me`
Anyway Christopher so cold to me`
Anyway I'm just nothing to them`


Nothing but a loser.

Lossing all your precious best friends is painful.

Today morning went to school early to pass Wen Shi something.

Today's 4D only got 1 student!

And that is Chee Chong.

Lols..

Then think he joined 4B ba.

Today my class got 17 never come.

All lessons was damn sian.

Played Kok Boon's PSP, slacked.

Chinese lesson played something like mahjong de, but is those chinese characters then you combine it to make it a word.

After school, thought got go Orchard with Brian for job interview.

But in the end, think he bomb me and Kok Boon ba.

So never go lor.

Kok Boon, Jin Jie and Chee Chong went to eat.

I went home.

Slept for 1 hour then played awhile maple then download Gunz to play.

Wanna play with Kok Boon de, since he asked me to play with him for such a long time le. :)

Haiz..

Rahman wants me to go back band.

Wen Qi wants me to go back band.

Sidney asked me to go back again.

Haiz..

Headache sia.

If go back, I don't know where to put my face sia.

Feel like digging a big deep hole and stay inside forever, don't wanna come out sia.

Haiz..

Haiz...!
Sidney asked me to go back band.
Some people asked me to go back band.
Bandmates want me to go back band.
But...
The problem is, if I go back, it's sure a waste of time.
Coz trombones don't need me.
The 3 of them are so talented, so pro, so much better than me le.
So what for I go back??
I'm far behind them.
Waste of time as in, they need to teach me, guide me??
I don't wanna waste their time.
I want them to concentrate on their own playing.
And if I go back, Mr Foo want me to choose either 1st tromboe or 3rd trombone.
1st trombone is.... T.T Aww...!!
3rd trombone is Yin Kai.
But it's too low.
Low low low low low low low~
LOL.
Haiz...
And I felt damn extra if I go band.
Those people.
Need see their face..
Lim bei buey ta han sia!
Help!
Should I or should I not go band??