HAIZ!!!
I'M STUPID I'M DUMB!!!
I AM AN IDIOT!!!!
I misunderstood what he said!!!
Then now make dao I so pai seh loh!
Sorry ah Darren!
I don't have the courgae to talk to you anymore.
I don't dare to answer that call from you/Amber.
I don't dare to face you.
I'm tired of living le!
Please let me die!
Maybe you and me don't have the fate to be best friend ba.
Sorry again!

Today's CL paper migth be able to pass ba.
Hope so. =D
After school, go pei Chris outside staffroom, he teaching his friend maths then I beside watch.
Sian...Then Darren msg-ed me, ask me to go to level 4 to pei him wait for Amber. Then I go loh.
Haha...Then he siao liao.
In 1A class the table jump here jump there.
Then went down when Amber was already left the LRC.
Then nothing loh.
Haha...morning he bo greet me. ="(
Sad....lol

Haix...I'm seriously very tired of it le.
In school always tio suan by some people saying "DARREN DARREN..Darren leh?? Where is your dar dar??" etc etc...i know you will say, " also not saying you, you say what sai??". Sure de.
Coz when you all said, to me it's like, some creatures keep making some noise. Very irritating.
And those who said to me de people is close to me de people loh.
When you said this, I was like.......(FUCK UP) can??
Then some people CB-ly keep saying "man man" _l_ la!
When can you all stop all this fucking craps uh??!!
I'm really getting fed up le la.
If you are the girl that keep saying me those things, girls are goissipers ma, so can't be help.
If you are a guy, and you keep saying those craps, you act more like a girl loh I tell you.
If you admit you are the one I'm referring to, it's your bissiness loh.
I never write your name hor.
Coz it's just too many people saying it liao.
Why can't I treat Darren good??
Coz he treated me good, that's why I return loh??
Why?? You all jealous ah?? =.= DASO!
Simple! And the picture of mine that indicates "BEST FRIEND ALWAYS" de, it's already said best friend always le, yet you still say we gay. =.=
It's either you pa jiao or what la.
Haiz...sympathy for you la.

NewsHeadLine :

A boy, Chew Kai Xun contracted a new disease, "EMO" disease.
This disease KILLS!
So anyone know this guy, please don't get close to him!
Or else, YOU DIE!
Before you die, you will go crazy first!
HAHAHAS~!!

Report by : Kai Xun

NewsHeadLine:

A boy, Chew Kai Xun, jumped down from a 40 storey tall building.
He died tragically.
Kai Xun is now in his coffin waiting to be cremated.
Anyone pity for him, please go for his funeral.
Those who are happy for him, please open a celebration that he is dead.
Especially Darren Ho Wen Hao, coz Kai Xun is DEAD!

Report by : Chew Kai Xun (Ghost is SAD!!)

[Crying/Emoing in a corner.]

Today in class very hot!
The wind is hot! Aww!
After school, went to FairPrice to buy drinks while Christopher, Yan Da, Fahmi and Sharul buying other things for seniors that are graduating in band.
Thanks Ervina and Yuliana for the lollipop uh!
Thanks Wen Qi, Elaine and Joey for de sweets and chocolate!
Thanks Yan Da and Christopher for the chocolate too!
Haha...Sad Darren never gift me anything loh!
Don't know every night will be so emo de leh.
Night MODE = emo MODE.
Haiz...Start to think much le!
Think that he will break friendship with me like someone use on me the same style.
Firstly treat me de attitude so good, then after that slowly never reply my messages then slowly avoid me.
Today is my last day.
Then I won't talk to him so close liao. Then he got stead le slowly sure forget me de.
Next time we walk pass each other will just smile or "hi" to each other le.
Think so~SAD-ED!
Anti with me. Him!

Today morning rain so heavily. SHAG!
No umbrella! Ma Bi!
Then just walked to school like that loh.
Not so drench wen treached school.
Haha...
Tommorrow officially last day in band le!
Should I go??
Tommorrow will be an emo day for me loh.
Band celebrating for seniors that are graduating this year.
Am I one of them??
Not sure uh.
Then now already emo-ing liao.
Miss trombone section!
Miss my trombone!
Miss my juniors!
Miss Darren!
Miss Yin Kai!
Miss Christopher!
Miss Rahman!
Miss Fahmi!
Miss Sharul!
Miss Zi Zhong!
Miss joEyYx!
Miss Li Lian!
Miss Clarin!
Miss Wen Qi!
Miss Yvonne!
Miss Mr Foo!
Miss many many more...!

Some things to say to my section.
Darren : Please tuck in your shirt when you are in SCHOOL ah. Don't let teacher catch and give you LRC for such a small unneccassary trouble. Please take care of the juniors uh. I will come back and see you de. =)
Yin Kai : You are trombone de "GOD", please teach juniors what you know and correct them if they play it wrongly. Don't be so soft-hearted uh. Don't let juniors bully you hor. If they did, tell me, I come down! ;D
Zi Zhong : Your attitude now have improve better le la. In band, don't always ask juniors or other people to help me hold your trombone coz you want play handphone game. You are a man, don't let Lina do things for you uh. Alex is newer, teach him if he don't know how to play. After Hwee Ling and I leave, Darren is the senior in trombone le. Please respect him hor. =)
Lina & Alex : You two are newly to our band, so anything that you don't know, please ask the seniors. Please dare to speak out. =) Don't let Zi Zhong bully you uh! ;D

Those who are going for the Hong Kong trip de, please work hard uh! ;D
I will come back to visit you all after your Hong Kong trip. Jia You Band!

Today wear slippers to school because my school shoe in band room.
Last saturday forgotten to bring back home.
Then today scared teacher scold me.
But no teacher scold me. =D
After school looking for people to go Kallang Stadium to eat, manage to ask Zi Zhong and Fahmi to accompany me!
Thank You both!
Then pei Zi Zhong and Fahmi walk to bus-stop to let them take bus home.
Then on the way saw Geraldine, Xing Tian and Adeline at playground behind Block 1 of Kg. Arang.
Then go pei them slack luh.
Messeged Darren to asked him and Amber come down from Paya Lebar to there luh.
They reached le, the other 3 girls go eat.
I stayed to watch Darren and Amber da qing ma qiao or tan lian ai.
Then I was like...(I'm a dian deng pao).
Then sian luh...everytime be gooseberry de leh.
Don't have stead is liddat de la.
Haiz...Emo loh!
T_________________________________T

Morning met the bros~Then took MRT to Tanjong Pagar to eat.
Zi Zhong sicked, but ok le.
At SCH, preparing for Montage '08!
WOOTS~!
My last performance too before I take for my 'N'-Level.
Darren took photo with me eh!
I'm damn freaking happy loh! Lols...
And we took some, you may scroll down to see some pics.
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"If Darren EMO, I'll EMO!"
Hope me and Darren maintain our friendships long and forever!
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Then when the whole concert starts, slacked and took pictures with juniors.
"Band prepare to go!"
Uh oh! Nervousness come le.
Don't know why loh. Lols...
Overall, I find that the concert is a success! Gratz!
After concert we went back to school.
To helped Percussion carried percussion back to band room.
Then left school after that loh.
Actually walking alone to Aljunied de, but Amber asked me to stay, thay pei me walked.
Oooo~so good uh. xD
Then reached Aljunied bus stop le, all walked different way home.
Amber and Darren said pei me wait for bus but also went home le coz they need rush back.
Saw Kok Boon at the opposite bus-stop. Lols...
My last day and last performance in MJR Band??
Hope to pass 'N' level then go back to band next year on sec5!
Uh oh! I've forgotten to bring back my school shoes! Omg!
It's still in the band room!
T_T


My Section playing together.

My Sworn Bros~! Rahman, Fahmi, Darren, Zi Zhong, Me, Christopher and Yin Kai!


Me and Darren! xD

Me and Darren! xD

Me and Darren! xD

Darren (HAO GE), Me and Hwee Ling! =D

Sharul and Me.

Yvonne and Me.

Fang Fang and Me.

Xing Ying and Me.

Joey, Me and Serene.

Christopher, Me and Shabaniah.

Natalie, Sheryl, Me and Jia Ling.

Me and Wen Qi.

Me and Clarin (Chlorine).

Catherine and Me.

Si Ying and Me! =D

Me and Eunice.

Joey and Me.

Zi Zhong, Adeline, Me and Yin Kai.

Levon and Me.

Wei Xing and Me.

Me and Hwee Ling.

Me and Kok Boon and Xue Yen.

Jin Jie LAOPA and Me! =D

Today's Anniversary concert is a success!
And tommorrow having Montage '08.
Woots~!
Haha...Darren today was abit sian to me de. not in good mood too.

Tommorrow is my last performance le!

Emo-ing liao la!

Thinking that if not often come to band, will my friendship with Darren maintain??

Haiz...he's my only best friend now!

Can't afford to loss another best friend liao loh!

And he is really far much better than some of my friends loh!

Really going emo liao la!

Must pass 'N' level! Cannot disappoint him! ;D

I uploaded some pictures and let you to know my friends in band.

And today never take any picture with him because some people don't let us take together!

T_T

Keep blocking the way!

NEVER MIND!

Darren and me will take more tommorrow! ;D

Don't jealous!

6 Trombones together!

HAHA! Xue Yen shorter than Darren! ;D

Xin Yi and Me.

Yin Kai and Me.

Fahmi and Me.

Me and Rahman.

Benjamin and Me!

Weng Yee and Me.

Kok Boon and Me.

Shu Ting and Me.

Jin Jie LAOPA and Me!

Me and Larry.

CACA and Me.

Me and Mei Qing.

Wen QI, Clarin and Me.

Pei Shan and Me.

Me ans Mei Zhi.

Me and Darren! ;DDD

Me wearing Xue Yen's spec.

Today in class.
Emo-ing.
Geography test postponed to next tuesday.
Then no mood all the till Zi Yi's case happens.
Band, see le also sian.
Getting more and more to miss band le.
Haiz...no mood.
After band, Darren rushed to meet her.
Then I let them go le.
Then I went to look for Christopher, Rahman, Yin Kai, Sharul, Yan Da and Zi Zhong.
When Christopher was ordering fries, Darren and Amber came to our table.
Then he asked me to help him buy drink. T_T
I helped him buy carrot juice.
He said anything de ma.
HAIZ.
Then come back, argued with Jin Jie don't what thing. =X
I always respect Low Jin Jie as my GAN-LAOPA!

Recently messaged him late replied or no reply de leh.
Of course I will sian de la.
And I really glad that I have him this only best friend!
Thank You! Darren!
2 more days to my LAST performance le! T_T
Tommorrow School's 26th Anniversary.
Happy Birthday Manjusri Secondary School!

Morning he message me uh.
Oooo~First time wor..Lols.
Then argue about something. =X
Today in class very tired sia.
Haiz...
In band, combine rehearsel again.
I emo-ing.
Then Darren with Rahman, don't want me liao. T_T
Then about 6pm+, he left for tuition.
Sad-ed.
Today not much thing to say eh. Coz I'm emo-ing and sian-ing.
Darren today talk to me lesser than any other days.
T___________________________________T
3 days to my last performance with juniors!

Today nothing special.
Also, morning message Darren morning greetings all that.
Then told him that want to buy same bag together ma?? Coz his bag spoilt.
He said ok, but need save money first.
I told him I'll help him save $20, and he save $20 his own.
Then he keep rejecting, said don't need.
But atlast he agree le. =D
How I save?? I recess time don't eat can save $5 per day le.
So I think 4 days will accumulate $20 le ba.
Hahas...
Before band, don't know where to go.
Actually want ask Darren go east coast with me to slack de.
But amber is going to his house so I let them be la uh.
Later both of them say me gooseberry. T_________________T
Then band so little people go, only half of the band nia. =.=
Then actually got practice de, but atlast also don't have.
All don't know chat what thing.
Then went home le.
Today is a sian day.
Don't know why emo again today.
Haiz...T_T
4 Days left to my last performance le.

Haha today is a good day.
But being spolit by Tay Kok Boon.
Band, Darren never come for band because of some reason. =D
Then today full dress rehearsel.
Very hot seh!
Then rehearsel keep repeating of the movement we made.
Today quite sian de lar.
Darren today keep "thx" to me.
Don't know why loh. Hahas.
5 more days to my last performance le.
I gonna miss my juniors le!
Especially Darren le!
T_____________T

Joey Tang and Me

-FADE-Bullet fucking xia lan lar!
Don't know anything at there kpkb. _l_ la!
Say what I stubborn, tio kicked 3 times le still go in.
Eh PLEASE LA, THE ROOM NAME VIP HERE LEH.
I'M A VIP-IAN SURE GO IN DE MA. =.=
THEN DON'T KNOW WHICH FUCKER PASS -FADE-wAlNUt TO BE DJ, BUT THAT TIME SHE'S NOT OWNER OF THE ACCOUNT. AND WE DON'T KNOW SHE HAD ALREADY QUIT VIP.
THEN TIO KICKED SURE ASKED WHY KICKED DE MA.
THEN NO ANSWER. HUM AH.
HIDE BEHIND COMPUTER DON'T DARE COME OUT TALK.
IF YOU WERE ME, YOU TIO KICKED 3 TIMES YOU SONG BO??
NO RIGHT?? GO AND THINK LA HOR. MAYBE YOU ARE STILL A KID DON'T UNDERSTAND LAR.
MY MEMBERS ANGRY SURE TAG WHY KICK AND TALK REASONS WITH YOU DE MA.
KNN DON'T KNOW ANYTHING STILL AT THERE KPKB.
GO EAT SHIT LAR.
SAY VIP WRONG. OWNSELF WRONG STILL PUSH.
SHUT THE FUCK UP LAR -FADE-Bullet.
AND YOUR MEMBER NAME UNDER -FADE- SURE FIND YOU ALL DE MA. DUMB!
KP SO MUCH. _l_
KIONG GAN LAR!

Today meet Darren at his house oppsite bus-stop. I late, I'm pig. =D
Then went to cut hair with him at roxy square.
His hair cut le very wierd siol.
Hahas.
Above message was about the AuditionSEA thing. Too angry le. =D

Today woke up early in the morning, at 6.30am.
To get ready for meeting my juniors-Darren, Yin Kai, Christopher, Joey, Clarin, Rahman, Fahmi and Zi Zhong.
But atlast Rahman, Fahmi and Zi Zhong went to school themselves.
We 7.30am meet.
Waited at Aljunied MRT opposite bus-stop.
Last person was Joey.
Then went for band rehearsel for montage and anniversary.
After band went to market to eat.
Darren treated me bandung. THANK YOU ! xD
I think it's the first time he treat me things ba.
Haha...Then after eating, went to bugis to meet Xin Yi, Si Ying, Wei Jing and Ye Wen.
They buying black cork shoe for performance.
So Darren and me went to Grandlink to play lan luh.
In the lan, saw Christopher and Victor. Surprise uh.
We played till 6pm then went home le.

Seriously, Darren's attitude to me really improved alot!
We are getting closer le like before!
I can see that he is really trying to change, I have confidence in him! xD
Jia You Darren!
But I'm stepping down from my CCA soon, am I still be able to be close with him?? T_T
He's my VERY BEST FRIEND EVER!

What's so good to have a stead??

Today morning chatted with Darren with msg la.
From 6am+ to 7am+ ba i think.
Talking about each other luh, the rest cannot say. =X
In class, not so happy with Jin Jie and Zi Yi.
Almost going to give Jin Jie a punch on his face because of something.
Then today band only from 2.30pm to 5pm nia.
Because some of us need rush to Singapore Poly??
For Gan Eng Seng's band concert.
It's nice luh!
I like their playing, I finds that their playing is so much better than our band luh!
Really need buck up le.
Then the whole prgramme got Band, Choir, International Dance, Malay Dance and Indian Dance.
I like Idian Dance, Band and their gand finale.
The finale was vey high loh.
They sang the song from High School Musical 1 "We Are All In This Together".
Really very nice!

Yin Kai and Me!

Benjamin and Me!

Esther Jie and Me!

Their Finale!

(Left to Right)

Zi Zhong, Yin Kai, Benjamin and Christopher

(All acting cutes! xD)