Today morning met usual people...except Sha??
Had assembly, then went to buddhist hall for exam liaos.
Got Physics, Chemistry and Maths Paper 1.
4PM then officially end.
Wa... hiong sia..
Wanna faint liao sia.
After exams, met Wen Qi, Xiu Xia and Clarin outside Staff Room the bench.
They studying but I saw Wen Qi and Xiu Xia drenched??
Coz raining then they went to play, I think.
Then Victor came, so we went to SingPost except Clarin to buy my shirt and pants.
I bought a white skinnie and a shirt (don't know how describe).
Wearing it tommorrow for Benjamin's birthday party. xD
See I so good hor, Ben.
But anyway, I also so long didn't buy new shirt liao, after Chinese New Year.
Lols..
Went to Mac eat and Xiu Xia left early as to visit doctor.
Awhile more, Victor, Wen Qi and me left too.
On the way to Joo Chiat bus stop to take bus, we joked and chatted.
Lols..
Victor is damn humorous, I can say. xD
Hahas...
Made me laugh like mad lar..
Then at bus stop, Victor micmic what Wen Qi do to her mouth.
Aww... LMAOROFLs...!
My bus came, and I boarded.
Saw Alex, my cute ex-trombone Sec 1 junior.
He's heading home after tuition.
Lols..
Then nothing le.
Tommorrow no school!
Wednesday too!
Thursday too!
Ahh~!!!
Nice ah!
xD

Just finished this pic for Ben.
Nice?
Click the pic to enlarge.

HEY BITCH!
FUCK OFF FAR FAR IF YOU CAN, OKAY?? -'-
I DON'T GIVE A FUCK ON YOU ANYMORE LIAO.
YOU BETTER KNOW WHAT YOU ARE DOING AND THINK IS IT RIGHT TO DO IT.
DON'T BREAK A COUPLE JUST TO GET YOUR MAN. -.-
YOU WILL LOSS YOUR FRIENDS.
PEOPLE WILL JUST THINK THAT YOU ARE A BITCH AFTER ALL.
~.~
SO, DO WHAT YOU ARE SUPPOSE TO DO.

Today morning woke up audi-ed with my brother. xD
Then around 1PM plus leave home to Benjamin's house to study with Xiu Xia.
But end up, we went to Xiu Xia house to study instead.
After studying around 3PM plus, we started to slack le.
Xiu Xia's mother chatted with us and her maid cooked us food.
Fried chicken sia!
Woots~!
Very tasty and delicious wor..!
Hahas..
Around 5.45PM, I tried to play Xiu Xia's piano??
I don't know how to play larz!
Wanna learn! >.<
Then left her house around 6.30PM le.
As Benjamin walking back to his house, she also pei us.
Benjamin's dad fetch me to bus stop then back Xiu Xia home.
As Benjamin wanna go Feng Shan CC to find friend.
So I went home lor.
Tommorrow GCE "N" Level liao!!!

FUCK OFF LARZ BITCH!
SAY PEOPLE FLIRT, YOU ALSO ONE FLIRT LORZ!
KNN!
SMALL SIZE THEN ACT ONE CUTE INFRONT OF MY FRIEND ARH?!
MY FRIEND GOT STEAD LIAO HORZ!
MAI BREAK THEM UP LEHZ!
CCB!
GO FIND YOUR MAN LARZ!
BECAREFUL LARZ HORZ BITCH!
BLOODY SCHEMING DESPICABLE FUCKING SLUT!
_l_
Anyway, this post is not referring to Seetoh this time.

Today nothing do!!!
Slept till 3PM then watched my brother play audi, then watched tv.
Then now com~
So sianz!!!
Tommorrow going study, I think.
Hahas..
Join me??
Just gimme a msg or a call yea! xD

Today morning rain-ed fucking heavy sia!
Aww..
Brought an umbrella to school.
Met Matthew at bus stop and collected my umbrella from him back.
Coz last time he fogotten to returned me.
Then met usual bandmates.
When I reached there, Zi Zhong told me they wanna cab to school.
So I think nevr mind nor, I go to school myself lor.
Brought an umbrella, thought they never bring so wanna lend them de, but in the end they don't need it.
Never mind lor.
By the time I reached school, my shoes were wet! -.-
Then half of my pants also wet. -.-
FUCK!
In class, kept waving my legs to make my pants and shoe dry but can't.
So, I took off my shoes like what other of my classmates did.
LOLS..
Then like...walking around in the class only socks??
Hahas..
Chemistry lesson, got my Class-Tee shirt le!!!
Is nice de lor! xD
English lesson, Mrs Chan let us watched movie.
Named "After school - Don't lost your way."
Chinese lesson, watched video till dozed off. -.-
After school, waited for Xue Yen as she's coming my house to eat lunch.
So I slacked around outside staffroom.
Xue Yen came my house and eat and left around 3PM plus.
So sian...

Today met bandmates again. :D
I'm quite early de. xD
Exchange-ed phone with Rahman. D;
Monday then return. :)
Lols..
After school, went to Geraldine's mother saloon to get a hair cut.
Then went to Parkway Polar to buy sugar rolls for Aunt.
Took bus 76 then change to bus 40 went back to school.
Saw Darren at Aljunied bus stop waiting for bus.
On the way, saw Jin Jie Lao Pa.
Hahas..
He's sweaty, coz he just finished basketballing with BS.
Reached school, saw Gu Juan they all le.
Outside staffroom, with Haikal, Sharil, Clarin, Sha, Xiu Xia and Shawn.
Xiu Xia left early with Sidney and friends as they were walking Kallang.
Around 6PM, the rest of us left school too.

Wish my RENZE members all good luck for their paper tommorrow.

My reflection

I felt so hated by the guys who I met with, every morning.
I think I should fuck off from them le.
No point talking to those who hate me.
No point meeting when I felt that I'm being left out by those people.
No point going band after IF I pass GCE "N" Level.
No point...
No point...
I don't know who really treat me as his or her friend in there.
I don't know what have I done wrong again.
I don't know why must those buddies from me, must treat me in this way.
I don't know...
I don't know...
I only know that I'm being hated??
I only know that I'm being treated coldly by buddies??
I want to change, but they don't even tell me where and what I've done wrong and wrong in.
I need a reason and an explanation from buddies!!
How I wish I'm the Kai Xun in Sec 1, who was so simple mind-ed and innocent!!
Now, I don't think that Darren and Christopher will wanna give me a chance to change my attitude.
This time, I really treated them as my brothers, my buddies.
I really do cherish and treasure these buddies alot, alot, alot!!!

FUCK!
You're FUCKING BIASED!
YOU HAVE CHANGED!
YOU ARE NOT THE _______ I USED TO KNOW!
YOU HAVE BECOME HEARTLESS!
I KNOW YOU WON'T READ THIS.

Today met usual bandmates, and chatted with Rahman about after EOY, where to work.
Coz we are looking fo jobs. LOLS!
Then walked to school slowly as waiting for Gu Juan to catch up with us.
Everytime meet them, I will got that 'what the fuck' feeling that I'm FUCKING LEFT OUT la!

Assembly, Sec4EX and Sec5NA went to PAC, while Sec4NA and Sec4NT went to AVA for a talk from Ms Tan.
Saying about graduation day de thingy.

CVE, checked some personal qualities.
Woah~ Mdm Ernie wrote my testimonail wrote till so good sia.
Am I really that good??
Lols..

POA, didn't bring 10-year series with me, so share with Jun Hao.
Hahas. Zi Yi steam-ed again.
Then Jin Jie kept di-siao him.
Ms Tan very ke lian la!!!
Must do well in my POA!!

Recess, Jun Hao treated me again.
Thanks yea.
Haiz.. Sorry.
Nowadays not enough money.
="(

Then Physic.
Listen Mrs Poh's lecture till doze off. -.-

Maths, test.
Paper was a specimen paper from MOE.
Coz our Maths is new syllabus, so need like... check our standard??

Went home after school.
Damn sad...
Don't know why.

LEFT OUT!!!

Today met Wen Shi, Amber and Matthew to school.
Nothing much....
PE, today is our last lesson with Mr Koh.
He's really a good PE teacher afterall.
Next week is his last week le.
Sad...
Then second period of PE, I went to look for my RENZEs le.
Ate recess together. xD Lols..
After Sec2s and 3s recess, I went up to my classroom to slack le.
After Sec4s and 5s recess, is Maths 2 periods then geo.
After school wait for Xiu Xia till 2.45PM, so get consultation from Mr Han first.
But he got meeting, so asked me do some work first.
About 3PM plus, I left le.
Msg-ed him also.
Told him I left first, tommorrow in class then continue his work.
Went to SingPost with Fahmi, Xiu Xia and Benjamin.
Slack till 6PM then home-ed le.
So sians...

Haiz...
When my birthday arrives, I think I don't wanna celebrate it ba.
Coz I think nowadays had many unhappy things happened.
And somemore I wish I can celebrate with THAT friend that celebrates with me last year again.

Orh.. Seetoh.
Now you got backup liao la.
Then can take advantage to Wen Shi la?!
Is that what you hope for?!
Ya! That's what you HOPE FOR! KNN CCB!
Why you accused her?
I think you are the one that willing to give up on YOUR BLODDY BLACK BODY TO OTHER GUYS TO KEEP SECRETS FOR YOU LA HOR!
CB POR!
Puh Bor KIA!
What Wen Shi avoid you?!
Knn!
She done nothing wrong what for avoid you this blacky?!
You so fucking black, people also can't see you lar!
Please use your brain to think!
Go stead with an African American lar!
Come Singapore stead with boys whiter than you for what?!
Xia suey them only lor!
PCB!
That time scolded Darren, then now want chuey tai ji with Wen Shi arh?!
Knn! CB Por!
You better fucking stop all this nonsence and go fuck your man lar!
NBCB! _l_
But if you think this post, I'm refering you, you better don't ever admit it!
Coz there are thousand millions of seetoh around this world!
You are off nothing BUT A BITCH!
SLUT!
Scheme!
Depsicable!
Shameless!
Flirt!
Hyprocrite!

Why do I feel that majority of the RENZEs treated me so coldly today?? Or nowadays??
What have I done wrong again??

Today met Gary and Amber to school.
Today assembly in school hall, don't know why.
After school, stayed till 2.30PM then leave to Geyang East Library with Jin Jie, Zi Yi and Yan Da.
After awhile, Wen Shi came.
Chatted, joked, slacked then went to buy fries with Wen Shi, Jin Jie pei us.
After that went back to Library then around 5PM plus left Library le.
So sian.. so tired..

Afterall, I'm still alone.
Now I'm down with fuck stress!
`Handphone bill burst! $300+
`GCE "N" Level coming again!
`Kept thinking about THAT problem!
`School fees $700-!
`Thinking what happen to me and RENZEs!

Happy 14th Birthday to Wen Qi LaoPo! <3

Wish you pass your EOY and promote to Sec 3!

Today 9AM woke up.
Coz Xiu Xia and Wen Qi said 11AM meet at Bugis MRT platform, so woke up early to get things prepared.
But I 10.48AM then leave home.
Benjamin called me, said he's at Bugis platform le.
So I took bus and train to Bugis platform meet him. Hahas..
Sorry arh, say 11Am but I'm late.
Then we went to MOSS BURGER to wait for Birthday girl.
She cab-ed down to Bugis.
Benjamin went to fetch her at Taxi Stand.
So I stayed in MOSS BURGER.
Then Wen Qi came, a Auntie selling tissue de ask us to buy.
So we ask Benjamin to buy, then the Auntie don't why say, "Ah.. buy for your girlfriend to use."
Then it's like.. she saying Wen Qi is Benjamin's stead la??
Hahas..
Then we slacked and waited for Xiu Xia till 12PM.
Untill she told us that she cannot come out because of her parents.
So never mind la, we wait for Yvonne.
She came and we left MOSS BURGER then to basement's toilet.
Yvonne's friend came, one of the ex-manjusrians head prefect wor.. Lols.
Then we went to shop for Wen Qi's present as Benjamin was buying for her.
But in the end, me and Benjamin went to find her present alone.
So the 3 of them went to TCC slack first.
Benjamin bought a necklace with W design for Wen Qi.
It's nice.
Then we called Wen Qi where was she, she said she's at TCC, then Benjamin heard till PCC. -.-
So Wen Qi came and fetch us.
After she arrived, Benjamin put on the necklace for her. xD
Lols.. Then we went to TCC le.
2.50PM, went to watch movie.
We watched "MAMA MIA!"
It's nice de lor!
I love the tracks in there.
Woah~!
After movie, went to pei Wen Qi buy cake for herself as she want us to pei her cut cake.
We went to KFC to cut cake.
She bought Strawberry Short Cake.
Sad for her lor, birthday nobody pei her out only us.
Then we sang, we ate cake.
After that about 5.30PM le, me and Benjamin left le.
So Yvonne pei her le.
Wen Qi don't sad ah!
Birthday mai sad! <3

Happy 15th Birthday to my BULLY!!! <33

Wish you pass your EOY with Flying colors!!

Today was damn sian!
Wanna jio people out to study, so jio-ed Yan Da out luh.
So I met him at Simei MRT platform.
Caught train just nice so took to Bugis le.
On the way to Mac, saw Yong Yi, Sidney, Seetoh and Shawn (Sec 1) de.
They going to celebrate Seetoh's birthday.
They went to Esplanade.
So me and Yan Da head to Mac.
1.30PM went to Fu Lu Shou, as Yan Da got tuition there.
Just nice Wen Qi took taxi to Bugis to meet Yvonne, so I went to Bugis first.
Shop-ed around with them.
Wen Qi bought earring and tube dress.
Then saw Cheng Fu and Tiffany.
Hahas!
Then Cheng Fu was like...

Cheng Fu : Eh! You never study arh?!
Me : Got got! See, my books with me! xD
Wen Qi : No lor! It's Sec 2 textbook lor, not yours. XP
Me : -.-

Then we went to bought shoes??
Wen Qi bought high heels, as I insist! xD
Must try to dress mature liao ma!
Then we went to near Old Chang Kee de staircase to slack while waiting for Yan Da finish tuition.
Yan Da reached le, took bus to ParkWay.
Went to foodcourt to eat while waiting for Fahmi.
After Fahmi arrived, we pei him buy his food.
Around 7.30PM, left ParkWay and home-ed.

Actually shopping is nice de lor.
I saw many items that I like lor. >.<
Argh! xD

Got alot of things to talk to you all ... ... ... ... ... ... ...

FUCK!
Hate me just tell me!
No matter how good I treated you all, you all just always talk about my bad side ONLY, treat me as dead person. Go and self reflect on yourselves lar! Do some soul searching lar hor! Please!

Today morning met usual people.
Then Gu Juan seems like forgottoen to bring her pizza base for her HE practical exam.
She was like... afraid that she will fail??
Then she thought of going to SingPost to buy, so asked us to leave first.
So me, Zi Zhong, Rahman, Christopher and Darren left first coz we're going to late??
So rush to school, don't know why today is in school hall.
Going up to school hall, saw Gu Juan, Shabaniah, Levon and Haikal, weird!
Thought they going SingPost??
But why were they in school?? Lols.. didn't bother about that much coz late liao. =X
Had assembly, then Chemistry two periods.
Jin Jie never come, no one to talk to or chat with.
Geography, slacking ba.
Then two periods of English, done some work in Mrs Chan's lesson.
Recess, Jun Hao treated me food again.
Damn good la you. xD
Then Chinese two periods, watched movie at 4B classroom.
Quite nice de the show.
After school went to SingPost with Wen Shi, Xiu Xia, Elaine, Wen Qi and Yvonne.
Thought of studying de, but when Xiu Xia knows Christopher wanna go la after study, she ji tao sian diao.
So she decided to cancel study, went to Bugis with the girls.
Wen Shi and I went to Mac slack, called Yan Da came too.
So three of us slack loh.
Two of Wen Shi's friends came.
Around 5PM lef Mac le, went home.

Today morning met usual people but not Gu Juan, joEyyX and Haikal.
Coz they were either late or went to school with their friends.
Today's lessons quite sian de la.
Tired too.
Yesterday 12AM plus then sleep.
Thinking of something.
Got Physic, same loh.
Do past year paper.
Then English, don't know do what la.
Sian, forgotten le.
After school went to Geylang East library with Yan Da and Wen Shi.
Awhile, Ye Wen and Jean came too.
Then studied and slack??
Jean and Ye Wen left early.
Then I slept coz tired.
I woke up because of Yan Da and Wen Shi lor.
They were too noisy la. Lols..
Play lai play qu.
Hahas..
Around 5.45PM, left library and went home le.
:(

Fuck la Joey Seetoh!
Scolded vulgar at Darren for what when you pushed the blame to Apple?!
Ccb! One more time you prepare to die!

Happy 16th Birthday to Justin Choo!
Hope you pass your GCE "N" Level with great grades! xD

Today morning met usual people.

Assembly, Sec 4NA went to AVA to listen a talk by Mrs Lam.

Next is CVE, Madam Ernie came in said somethings then leave le.

Chemistry, Kok Boon never come to school so sian lor. Then chat with Jin Jie??

POA two periods, really revised papers with Ms Tan.
I catch up le?? xD

Recess, Jun Hao treated me drink and food again.
He's just so good la. Hahas.. Thank you.

Physic lesson, revised some work on electricity.

Maths two period done sone graphs.
So difficult to understand.

After school, went to slack with Geraldine and Shu Ting at Blk 44 first then went back to school to wait for Gu Juan they all.
Then Crystal pei me chat and gave me bubblegum, thanks!
2.10PM bell rang le, Xiu Xia pass me her bag coz sh going Hui Ting's house to do some practical work on Homec as she wanna practice??
Then I left my belongings outside staffroom's bench with Gu Juan Yin Kai they all, then went for lunch.
Lunch with Gu Juan, Yin Kai and Hui Qing.
Chat while eating, then Zi Zhong came to us.
Then I found Mr Han to help me remedial-ed me maths awhile.
Done some work yo!
Hahas!
Then Yin Kai, Gu Juan and Hui Qing got revision with Mr Fahmy.
Around 4PM plus, went to Sha's house to visit her.
Shawn, Haikal, Sharil, Clarin, Gu Juan, Rahman, Victor and me went.
Reached her house, didn't saw Haikal and all of us got worried??
So we went down to look for him nor.
But just nice, he came to our direction, so went back to Sha's house luh.
Saw Sharul sleeping. Hahas!
Then Rain came to her house after her CO finished.
Watched "Don't mess with Zohan!"
Then had dinner too.
It's nice!
First time had dinner at muslim's house. xD
Then watched horror movie le.
Damn scary la.
All in local de sia!
It's all real!
But Clarin went home after awhile.
Then watched "Meet DAVE" to calm ourselves.
It's so funny lor DAVE!
Hahas!
His wide smile sooooo big and wide! HAHA!
Then around 9.45PM left her house le.
Fun la today..

Sorry pang seh Xiu Xia!

Ok larz.
This small part of the post is for teo WEN SHI de.
This morning malu uh!
Hahas!
Cool siol~
Thanks for calling me to chat just now.
See you tommorrow.

Happy 14th Birthday to Fahmi!

Wishing you dreams come true and stay cute forever!

Today not really in good mood.
Haiz..
Met usual people but not joEyyX, don't know why.

Chemistry lesson, Ms Salina never come.
Physic lesson, Mrs Poh teach us 10mins then gave us worksheet to do, but I'm talking to someone??
Then second lesson of Physic went to Computer Lab 4, near his class. =
Went there to do some quiz and story.
I wrote about my CCA went for SIBF competition thingy.
After quiz, went back class, walked pass his class.
Haiz.. Zzz..
Had PE, but I didn't went, I pon-ed.
Coz no mood for PE, so went to look for Christopher during his recess and then Gu Juan and others.
After recess got Maths, Mr Han went through worksheet.
But I'm chatting with Gary for 2 periods.
Then Geography lesson, got Geo Developement test.
Didn't studied for Geo, hack care!
No mood to study!
After school, went to have mini remedial with Mr Han with Shawn and Gary.
Till 2.45PM, I wait for Xiu Xia finished trying out on her new school uniform as they are wearing for next year.
4PM, left for SingPost.
Thought Zi Zhong will be following me, but he last min went to Sharil house with Haikal they all. -.-
So me, Xiu Xia and Gu Juan took train loh.
Xiu Xia and I alighted at Paya Lebar, Gu Juan went to Simei to collect her specs.
Slacked at Mac till Benjamin came.
About 6PM, we left to Katong le.
Send Xiu Xia to her tuition center with Benjamin, then Benjamin and I went home le.


Someone told me that, I will have him, this best friend, it's all fate.
Asked me not to think too much.
Haiz..
He so don't give a damn on me anymore le.
I have remove some of his pictures in my blog.
Not that I give up on him, but is that, I ...
Argh!
Can someone help me?!
Whenever I see Gu Juan and Sha, Xiu Xia and Christopher, Clarin and Wen Qi, Xiu Xia and Ling Yee together as best friends, I'm damn unhappy and jealous lor.
All of them can get back to as close as what they were, but mine...
Argh!

Happy 16th birthday to Ong Jun Hao!

Wishing all your dreams come true!

Today morning met usual people, but there's only me, Levon, Christopher, Rahman and joEyyX.
The rest was late so didn't met up.
Lessons as usual, Maths first period followed by POA four periods.
I managed to make myself listen in POA lesson sia.
Got some work done yea.
Recess, Jun Hao treated me.
Hahas..
Thank you!
Chinese lesson, Mr Chan said they will be watching movie, so asked those who were doing nothing ones go to the next class.
Want study de stay put.
So I stayed, but didn't studied. :X
Just merely slacked around.
Today I finally got my order of girlguid cookies leh!
Hahas!
Mint chocolate!
Decided to share with those people that always meet in the morning with them. <3
Geography lesson, Mrs Wong said those who wanna talk one, speak softly so that she can teach those who want to learn.
So I asked Jin Jie and Kok Boon to my side and we chat.
Lols..
Kok Boon's new name created by me.
Davern.
Nice yo! xD
After school, went to East Point with Jasper and Jun Hao.
How we went there??
Jun Hao's mom drove us there.
Jun Hao treated me KFC yo!
Thanks man! Yo yo!
Hahas.. the cheese! =X
After that, train-ed back to Aljunied look for Rahman then we walked to market to find Zi Zhong.
We saw many Manjusrians at there.
Those sec2s and sec3s people.
Think they were having lunch there.
I saw Yin Kai, Rain, Gu Juan, Zi Zhong, Hui Qing, Samuel there.
So took a seat at there and slack with them loh.
Saw Zi Zhong ate Hokkien Mee.
Then thought he bought it, but actually it's he cooked it himself!!!
First time know he can cook sia!
Wow.. Got future la!
Hahaha.
After that thought will be going to Bugis look for Wen Qi and Elaine de, but Adeline was looking for girls' stuffs so asked us not to go.
So we went home loh.
Actually Christopher wanna meet us, but by the time, it's too late le.
So I asked him not to meet le.
Sorry Christopher, pang seh-ed you! D;


What can I still say to you??
What can I still talk to you about??
I don't know.
Your answer was "O.o.. Dunno"
Haiz..
You know nothing??

Today morning audi-ed.
Audi-ed till 1PM.
Prepared myself, dress up nicely and met Wen Qi at Kallang bus stop at 2PM.
Took bus 31 to Parkway.
Waited for Zi Zhong outside Mac, but actually also meet Benjamin, but called and msg-ed him no answer nor replies de leh!
After Zi Zhong came down from tuition, Wei Xing came too.
We went to Parkway buy red G-string for Xiu Xia's birthday present.
Wei Xing's idea! =X
$15.90!!!
Wei Xing paid! Hahas..
Then we left Parkway le, going bus stop that time Benjamin called me.
He said he coming out le.
Then we went to 7-Eleven to buy drink and snack while waiting for Benjamin's dad drove us to Xiu Xia's house.
When Benjamin reached our place, we hopped in and head to her house le.
When we reached, many of Xiu Xia's friend were already there.
Darren, Sharil, Rain, Victor, Haikal, Shawn, Christopher, Jean, Mei Qi, Qi Ting, Qing Ting, Li Lian, Cassandra, Yong Yi, Sidney and Millicent.
After awhile Yong Yi and Sidney left le.
Benjamin and Wen Qi went to Kembangan MRT Station to fetch Gu Juan and Yvonne.
We played Monopoly, ate KFC, blowed balloons, played table tennis, played lantern, burnt lantern, play sparkles, ate Canadian Pizzas and cake.
Took some photos, sang birthday songs for her.
Suddenly, her house blackout!
Fun!
Pitch dark!
Hahas!
Everyone was like shock??
Hahas..
Then the lights and everything resume as per normal.
Went to play lantern, we burnt candles, and paper lanterns.
Created big fire.
After playing outside of her house, we played true or dare.
This is the one that everyone was like kissing each other??
Lols..
Ten I knew something bad will happen.
Instead of better friendship, I think playing this game, worsen our friendship.
Me and someone, obviously you all know it's who la.
Then Xiu Xia's mom was like not happy suddenly, so we decided to leave le.
The rest went for supper while I went home.
No mood.


I will remember what you said.
"我知道你是要的咯."
Now, I know what am I in your eyes le.
In your eyes, I'm a gay, right!
I know de.
Or else you will say that.
Haiz..
After tru or dare I'm really very disappointed.

Today met Xiu Xia outside school waiting for Chrsitopher and others for lan.
Then they finish le they came down.
So we leave le.
I grabbed Xiu Xia along coz want her pei me coz I feel so left out with Christopher, Darren and Sharil. -.-
Then she grabbed Li Lian too, then Li Lian like don't want to go like that.
Xiu Xia went back to look for Wen Qi so ask us to wait but I asked Christopher to go first coz don't want hold them back.
Otherwise SOMEBODY sure attitude me de lor. -.-
Go lan need so gan jiong de meh?! Knn..
So we decided not to go lan with them le.
FELT SO LEFT OUT LA CAN?! _l_
Then at Kallang MRT Station, me, Benjamin, Elaine, Xiu Xia, Wen Qi and Yvonne went to Old Chang Kee.
Benjamin treated them all except me coz I don't want.
Total cost is $30 plus sia!
OMFG!
Lols..
Then we take train to Bugis while Benjamin went to Plaza Sing to meet his uncle.
We slack around in Bugis.
Then Xiu Xia after buying balloons then went home le.
Quarrel-ed with Christopher in msgs again. -.-
I don't know why nowadays we always quarrel de leh.
Haiz..
Then went to Mac eat ice-cream.
Went to JCO to slack and eat donut.
Went to Cold Storage to find Christopher.
Went to Kallang de N&B Snack shop to eat beancurd and slack too.
6PM plus went home le.


Haiz..
Although we were back to what we were`
But we aren't what we are`
What makes us cannot be like last time??
Is it you kept follwing someone??
Or you still don't like my attitude??
What can I do to mend our friendship??
I will be angry with you because I treasure our friendship!
I will be sad with you because I treasure our friendship!
If you feel nothing, means you don't treasure our friendship!
I treasure you very very much more than anyone!

Morning met same people.
Went to school.
Felt lucky that my hair didn't got caught by teacher coz it's long. Lols..
Recess time, ate porridge only luh.
Jun Hao don't allow me to eat other food, coz it's oily, spicy and not suitable for sick people.
Then my eat and drink he control. Haha..
After recess which is Chinese lesson, slacking again.
Standard le.
Second period went gai gai with Jin Jie and Jun Hao.
Then saw Ernie at Level 3 (Sec 2 level), then we ran back to class.
Went running, my shoe slipped off my foot then it lay outside 3A classroom. -.-
Then was like damn pai seh loh.
During running back, I heard someone called my name, sound like Ernie calling my name.
Then I was like shocked loh, did I got caught by her?!
Kept having this thought in my mind loh. >.<
Then went back class played true or dare with some people luh.
Fun la, when it's marco's turn. Haha!
After school went market with Anna, Winnie, Jun Hao, Aloysious and Jasper.
Jun Hao treated me lunch! Thank you!
Aloysious treated me drik! Thank you!
After lunch went to take train to City Hall and started to look for shop that sold DIY jerseys.
Coz we making class Tee.
3 plus went back school with Jasper le.
Band break time, those guys that went to mama shop de all ps me.
End up I with the girls. -.-
Then after break, I'm damn piss off with them.
But I tried to not be angry.
Let it off.
After ban, as we were waiting for Sha, I also don't know who she waiting for.
Then just wait loh.
joEyyX and Clarin went to toilet, THEN THE REST OF THOSE PEOPLE JUST LEFT WITHOUT WAITING FOR THEM!
So Gu Juan, me and Natally wait for them nor.
At that time I'm relly fcuking piss off le lor!
All they know were to pang seh!
Didn't even wait for others!
They don't even think for others!
I agree with Gu Juan and joEyyX lor!
Used to it can le??
Na bei! Fuck them upside down lar!
Cb!
I really didn't know that Christopher and Zi Zhong would just pang seh me leh!
I'm fucking damn disappointed with them loh!
As for Darren, he got Sharil, Haikal can liao, so he pang seh me, I used to it liao lor??
Coz he don't even care about for me de lar!
Fuck!
Pang Seh Kias!!!
Then me, Li Lian, Gu Juan and joEyyX walked Aljunied home loh.
Clarin and Natally walked Kallang.


Fucking piss off~!
Zhi Yang in trombone section!?
CCB!
So suey ah got this hongster in trombone!
Make sure he suffer!

Morning as usal met same people.
But I'm not feeling well.
Stomach very painful.
Got Maths lesson but Mr Han got something on, so Mrs Chan reliefed us.
Actually she's good de loh.
Then my stomach became more painful.
First time got this kind of feeling.
Haiz..
Then before Physic, Jin Jie LaoPa pei me go General Office take Early Depart Form.
Thanks Jin Jie LaoPa!
Then Mrs Poh signed for me. Thank you!
I went home myself painfully. T.T
Why nowadays sick sia!?
N Level period sick!
Knn!
10AM plus reached home.
Slept till 2PM.
Then audi-ed and maple-ed till 3.30PM.
Aunt brought me to visit doctor at 4.30PM.
After that went home le.


Sick!
Sick!
Sick!
You never msg-ed me to ask me take care. :(


Wanna learn jamming`
Wanna learn keyboard`
All after "N" Level`
But afraid I've no time for my friends`
No time for work`
No time to practice Trombone or Eupho`
No time to revise for Sec 5 if I got promote`

Just as normal loh.
Meet usual people then assembly etc.
After assembly got back class then Madam Ernie told me DC looking for me coz I late for yesterday.
Then went to DC, Mr Lee gave me 1 day LRC coz I no evidence for late coming at 9AM!
After school went for LRC, studied Geo Coasts.
Finishe LRC went to band.
Then that's the time Darren talked to me le.
Asked me to shoo. =(
But I know he's joking. =)
After band went to market, suppose to be in happy mood but suddenly sad or sian mood le.
Haiz..
Reached home, received Gary's call, saying one of our ex-classmate pass away.
After hearing it, I'm damn sad la!
Friend pass away leh!
T.T


Friend, although we are not so close but you are still my classmate, my friend.
Once my friend, always my friend, no matter we are close or not.
I'm really sad over for you.
Wish you left peacefully ba.


Didn't had lunch.
No mood.


Happy that we had talked, but I'm sad over something...

Today quite sian de leh.
Don't know why.
PE played captain's ball again.
Then 10.15Am went to look for juniors coz it's their recess.
After school went to canteen wait for Christopher and Xiu Xia till fall asleep.
LOLS.
Then canteen no one de leh.
Only me and birds. -.-
2.10PM bell rang, more people started to come down.
Saw joEyyX first with her friends.
Then 2.30PM small remedial with Mr Han.
2.45PM Christopher and Xiu Xia came le then we went to Katong with Zi Zhong.
Christopher and I trim-ed our hair shorter.
Lols..
Then went to Parkway to slack.
Eat, buy things and walked around.
Around 6PM cab-ed Christopher home first then my turn le.
Lalalalalalas~~


Play AuditionSEA with me??
Next time.
You try train harder ba.
Then play with me hor! xD

Today is the first day of Term 4!
And I'm late for the first day. -.-
Actually can meet juniors at bus stop de, but when I reached my bus stop, I stomache so went home.
8.30AM then leave house to school.
9AM reached. -.-
I want later de loh!
Then sian-ing POA till recess.
Chinese lesson Madam Yong Tan Li never come anymore le.
Then no teacher so our class and neighbour class slack loh.
Geography lesson, Mrs Yong also never come anymore then Mrs Maggie Wong became our Geo teacher le.
After school ate lunch with Kok Boon and waited for Zi Zhong end school coz he coming my house play com.
Around 3PM reached home.
Zi Zhong left my house 8PM le.
Nothing much this few days.


Haiz..
Saw you at canteen`
I didn't talk to you`
It's my loss`

Today kinda sian??
No band then cannot go.
Then sian till 3PM plus then went to SingPost do some stuffs.
On the wat home saw Shu Ting in bus, so chat till she alight loh.
Reached home, sian till 7PM plus.
Play maple private server again.
Character cannot log in properly don't know why.
Then audi-ed with Yin Kai, Aaron, Xin Yi, Serene and Ye Wen.
Then now blogging.


This is for my people's who just lost somebody`
Your best friend, your baby, your man or your lady`
Put your hand way up high, we will never say goodbye`
I never knew I could hurt like this`
And everyday life goes on like this`
I wish I could talk to you for awhile`
I wish I can try to find a way not to cry`
As time goes by`
And you never got the chance to see how good I've done`
And you never see me back at number one`
I wish that you were here to celebrate together`
I wish that we could spend the hoildays together`
And as soon you reached a better place`
Still I'll give the world to see your face`
And I'm bragging next to you`
It feels like gone too soon`
The hardest thing is to say bye bye`
What hurts the most`
Was being so close`
And having to much to say`
And watching you walk away`
Never knowing`
What could have been`
And not seeing that loving you (as best friend or sworn brother)`
Is what I was trying to do`
It's hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere I go`
But I'm doing it`
It's hard to force you that smile when I see our old friends and I'm alone`
Still harder`
Getting up, getting dressed, living with this regret`
But I know if I could do it ever`
I would trade give away all the words that I saved in my heart`
That I left unspoken`
There can be miracles`
When you believe`
Though hope is frail`
It's hard to kill`
Who knows what miracles`
You can achieve`
When you believe, somehow you will`
You will when you believe`


I combined this lyrics from 3 three songs to express, to let you know how I feel.
Guess what songs I used. :D

Today went to Changi Airport with Xin Yi and Si Ying to study.
Xue Yen last minute cannot come, don't know why.
Then we went to Terminal 3 kopitiam or foodcourt to eat.
Studied after eating till 6PM.
Actually 4PM I want to leave le, go back school band look for juniors de.
But Si Ying and Xin Yi don't allow.
Then never mind loh.
Tommorrow then look for them.
Then wanna eat ice cream at Mac de, but machine broke down. -.-
Went back foodcourt coz Xin Yi wanna eat dinner.
So wait for her loh.
At that time I'm dead tired, so slept awhile.
After that train-ed home le.


I'm willing to sacrifise and do anything for you, my sworn brother & best friend.