Wednesday, January 30, 2008
About him again
Haiz...I always feel so guilty or bad to him whenever I've made fun of him or make him angry. And I don't know why I would keep bullying him loh...WHAT THE HELL!! I'm really very bad loh...KNN!! I HATE MYSELF LA!! And today after band he like very buey song me liao leh..Then I was like..(going to be sad le) Then don't know liao la...see-ing him walking alone..Haiz...Darren!! I'm really very sorry for what I did sia!! VERY SORRY!! T.T
Wednesday, January 23, 2008
23/1/08
Haiz...Today in school should be emo. de loh...But don't know why suddenly ok le...Today in lesson quite fun, in band sectional...wa piang eh!! Actually I should be the one that teach the new sec1 trombone member loh...then Darren snatch the job away from me!! T.T Then sectional quite ok la...mr ng teach me sing!! =.=!! I don't know how to sing at all loh!! Then 3 juniors looking and listening to me singing, so pai seh loh, and I don't dare to sing out loud. LOL!! After band, Xue Yen, Si Ying and me went to a part of geylang to eat prawn noodles coz xue yen said its delicious. So we walk there, but coz I know that xin yi also coming but don't know why she not with us. Then xue yen said that she go to the venue first. Then when we reached there, I saw "him" there!! Then I feel like going home le, but xue yen and si ying don't allow.Then no choice then go eat loh. But we sat different table with them (xinyi and him). But after awhile more, they left le. Then the 3 of us eat and chat, eat and chat. Then after dinner I send them to bus-stop then they take bus 51 went back home le.
Tuesday, January 22, 2008
Very SAD!!!
Very SAD!!!
Just want to show some friend concern, in the end turn up that kind of consequences.
He said,"=.=!!!me fan??u noe y??COZ IS U FAN ME!!!seriously i tink u r getting more n more gay,ok don say i say only la,even all my frenz olso tink so,n some ass hole still say u like me=.=i'm not like last time le,i now hav a lot thing to worry olso,so can u stop adding salt to my wound??i don mean to scold u or wat,jux telling how i feel,that all.we can be frenz,but try changing urself n let ppl hav a better impression on u...that all i'm gonna say.bye." But I don't know why he have to say that. Just feeling low..very very low.. After I read this message in friendster, I felt my heart was cut by a knife loh!! Deep cut!! I only want to show some concern for him, asking him why nowadays he look so troubled. Then he told me this. If you were me, What do you feel??
Just want to show some friend concern, in the end turn up that kind of consequences.
He said,"=.=!!!me fan??u noe y??COZ IS U FAN ME!!!seriously i tink u r getting more n more gay,ok don say i say only la,even all my frenz olso tink so,n some ass hole still say u like me=.=i'm not like last time le,i now hav a lot thing to worry olso,so can u stop adding salt to my wound??i don mean to scold u or wat,jux telling how i feel,that all.we can be frenz,but try changing urself n let ppl hav a better impression on u...that all i'm gonna say.bye." But I don't know why he have to say that. Just feeling low..very very low.. After I read this message in friendster, I felt my heart was cut by a knife loh!! Deep cut!! I only want to show some concern for him, asking him why nowadays he look so troubled. Then he told me this. If you were me, What do you feel??
Monday, January 21, 2008
Go VIVO City
Go VIVO City
Today after school's remedial went vivo with xue yen coz she wan buy thing, but atlast also never buy neh...coz not enough money. =.=" But so long never go le also shuang. LOL!! From school there took bus 80 to VIVO, about 30mins bahh...never notice coz I'm playing her PSP. Then walk VIVO 1 round then took bus 30 to geraldine's house there change bus to bus 158 coz xue yen need go back to aljunied to change bus to bus 80 again to go aljunied cresent. DOTS!! But I don't need, just continue 158 back home. XP Kk..Byes all..Stay tuned for my next post!!
Today after school's remedial went vivo with xue yen coz she wan buy thing, but atlast also never buy neh...coz not enough money. =.=" But so long never go le also shuang. LOL!! From school there took bus 80 to VIVO, about 30mins bahh...never notice coz I'm playing her PSP. Then walk VIVO 1 round then took bus 30 to geraldine's house there change bus to bus 158 coz xue yen need go back to aljunied to change bus to bus 80 again to go aljunied cresent. DOTS!! But I don't need, just continue 158 back home. XP Kk..Byes all..Stay tuned for my next post!!
Sunday, January 20, 2008
Aaron's Birthday
Aaron's Birthday
Today is Aaron's birthday. I hereby wish him a happy 16th birthday!!
They went outing, to celebrate his birthday but because Aaron never invite me so I never go loh.
Hmm...quite sad la..but his choice/decision ma...I'll respect him.
Today is Aaron's birthday. I hereby wish him a happy 16th birthday!!
They went outing, to celebrate his birthday but because Aaron never invite me so I never go loh.
Hmm...quite sad la..but his choice/decision ma...I'll respect him.
Friday, January 18, 2008
Touching Scene
Touching Scene
Today so many people in PAC cried. Parents attened the session with us during 7pm onwards.
Stuart talk to them about how to not anyhow scold own children, etc..Then after speaking, he asked us to go to the stage to say in mike to our parents or teachers about what n how we treated them in the past. Then one by one, our schoolmates or classmates go to the stage to speak. Some of it was really very touching, after they speak, thier mother or father would go down and give them a hug. I cried during this time, see so many of my friends went up to speak, i also want to try but I don't dare. =X Then my mind thought of " why other student they and their parents relationship so good, unlike mine, parents quarrel." Then my eyes started to sweat alot and alot. Then wei bin asked for a hug with him then I cry more!! Then I said those things and rush out of PAC. Then my Kor (hongkiap) saw me then he tab tab my back. Then I know actually he still care for me as his friend or Di..(i don't know what he think la..), but he told me that : " no worry i am there for u no matter wad ". I was really very touched loh!! I think we both really are best of the best friends bahh. Anyway I've never quarrel with him before at all. Then after I clean up my face, I go back PAC. Then saw aaron's eyes was red. Think he got cry too ba..But I regretted what I never do in PAC, is to speak to everyone what I'm gonna say to my teachers and friends. Although I can't say le but I say in here.
Speech ---> "Although my parents are not here,I'm feel very envious to those parents still so loving with each other. Unlike mine, they quarrel. Next, I would like to thank mdm wee for giving me a very reponsible post in class, [ Monitor ] t train my responsibility towards my class. Last, to aaron and su hiang, I'm really very sorry to you what I've done 1 year ago. I still treat both of you my very best friends. " Done le, no more liao...
Today so many people in PAC cried. Parents attened the session with us during 7pm onwards.
Stuart talk to them about how to not anyhow scold own children, etc..Then after speaking, he asked us to go to the stage to say in mike to our parents or teachers about what n how we treated them in the past. Then one by one, our schoolmates or classmates go to the stage to speak. Some of it was really very touching, after they speak, thier mother or father would go down and give them a hug. I cried during this time, see so many of my friends went up to speak, i also want to try but I don't dare. =X Then my mind thought of " why other student they and their parents relationship so good, unlike mine, parents quarrel." Then my eyes started to sweat alot and alot. Then wei bin asked for a hug with him then I cry more!! Then I said those things and rush out of PAC. Then my Kor (hongkiap) saw me then he tab tab my back. Then I know actually he still care for me as his friend or Di..(i don't know what he think la..), but he told me that : " no worry i am there for u no matter wad ". I was really very touched loh!! I think we both really are best of the best friends bahh. Anyway I've never quarrel with him before at all. Then after I clean up my face, I go back PAC. Then saw aaron's eyes was red. Think he got cry too ba..But I regretted what I never do in PAC, is to speak to everyone what I'm gonna say to my teachers and friends. Although I can't say le but I say in here.
Speech ---> "Although my parents are not here,I'm feel very envious to those parents still so loving with each other. Unlike mine, they quarrel. Next, I would like to thank mdm wee for giving me a very reponsible post in class, [ Monitor ] t train my responsibility towards my class. Last, to aaron and su hiang, I'm really very sorry to you what I've done 1 year ago. I still treat both of you my very best friends. " Done le, no more liao...
Thursday, January 17, 2008
I cant believe that i cried in school today!!
I Can't Believe That I Cried In School Today!!
Haiz...I cried in school because that the trainee of our sec4 camp said those story were very touching, and I cried. =.= And when he told us to stand up and tell our friend or hug our friend to thaks them or apologized to them what we have done past 4 years.
The first time I cried was about when my trainee siad he and he very close-friend, Devien, was kill during an accident tragically. Then I was like imagine that what if my friend was killed like that too, then I just cried loh...coz I don't want to loss my best and closest friends!
Then second time cried is, when he asked us to use our head to bend down with our hands support it. Then he off all the lights, and he said those things like medetate us like that...with the background music, which sound very sad sad kind de lah...then I cried again. =.="
Then the third time I cried was when he asked us to stand up and go hug our friends or shake hands to our friends to say we appreciate our friendship within these 4yrs or apologized to them that what we have done wrong to them etc. Then I saw de "Beggars Sect" members were so close hugging each other, I cried for that. LOL!! Ok...tune in my blog for next post!! XD
Haiz...I cried in school because that the trainee of our sec4 camp said those story were very touching, and I cried. =.= And when he told us to stand up and tell our friend or hug our friend to thaks them or apologized to them what we have done past 4 years.
The first time I cried was about when my trainee siad he and he very close-friend, Devien, was kill during an accident tragically. Then I was like imagine that what if my friend was killed like that too, then I just cried loh...coz I don't want to loss my best and closest friends!
Then second time cried is, when he asked us to use our head to bend down with our hands support it. Then he off all the lights, and he said those things like medetate us like that...with the background music, which sound very sad sad kind de lah...then I cried again. =.="
Then the third time I cried was when he asked us to stand up and go hug our friends or shake hands to our friends to say we appreciate our friendship within these 4yrs or apologized to them that what we have done wrong to them etc. Then I saw de "Beggars Sect" members were so close hugging each other, I cried for that. LOL!! Ok...tune in my blog for next post!! XD
Friday, January 11, 2008
Darren Ho pang seh!!
Darren Ho pang seh!!
Wa lao...!! Darren say he will come for band de loh...then he ask me,"You got go band not??". I answered him like other juniors ask me the question. "If you sees me in band room means I got go, if never sees me means I never go loh." But when I asked Darren whether he will be going or not, he say he got. But in the end I go band, he's not there?! Christopher told me that he go lan. Then I use christopher's phone to call Darren, then when he answer I asked him he got come band not. He say can don'y go ma?? I say "wa lao!! I come band then you don't come, then next time I don't go liao loh..." Then he say sorry." I don't want hold him back so I say "ok, never mind." But nowadays I find him change liao loh..He say he won't go lan anymore, but he still go!! I never go band I finds that trombone section feel more happier loh. Like wednesday, I never go but they still so happy. So I think I should'nt go anymore le.
Wa lao...!! Darren say he will come for band de loh...then he ask me,"You got go band not??". I answered him like other juniors ask me the question. "If you sees me in band room means I got go, if never sees me means I never go loh." But when I asked Darren whether he will be going or not, he say he got. But in the end I go band, he's not there?! Christopher told me that he go lan. Then I use christopher's phone to call Darren, then when he answer I asked him he got come band not. He say can don'y go ma?? I say "wa lao!! I come band then you don't come, then next time I don't go liao loh..." Then he say sorry." I don't want hold him back so I say "ok, never mind." But nowadays I find him change liao loh..He say he won't go lan anymore, but he still go!! I never go band I finds that trombone section feel more happier loh. Like wednesday, I never go but they still so happy. So I think I should'nt go anymore le.
Thursday, January 10, 2008
Wah!!! Jin Jie Suck La...!!
Wah!!! Jin Jie Suck La...!!
Don't know why he likes to keep saying I like Aaron infront of me and say Aaron miss me and what ever craps!! Why must he keep saying those things leh??!! Making me like...(going to be crazy le). He like purposely saying those things loh...Is it want to make me jealous of his friendship between Aaron??!! Coz they two best friend or can say it's buddy lah...Kao bei and guaii lan loh!! >.<"
I really don't know what to do loh...Everyday recess time I don't have the courage to face those people and even him loh...Is it because of what he said?? ARGHHH!!!! I"M GOING CRAZY SOON LE!!!
Don't know why he likes to keep saying I like Aaron infront of me and say Aaron miss me and what ever craps!! Why must he keep saying those things leh??!! Making me like...(going to be crazy le). He like purposely saying those things loh...Is it want to make me jealous of his friendship between Aaron??!! Coz they two best friend or can say it's buddy lah...Kao bei and guaii lan loh!! >.<"
I really don't know what to do loh...Everyday recess time I don't have the courage to face those people and even him loh...Is it because of what he said?? ARGHHH!!!! I"M GOING CRAZY SOON LE!!!
Wednesday, January 9, 2008
Saturday, January 5, 2008
Sick!!
Sick!!
Argh!! Today suddenly feel not comfortable lo!! Don't know why. I got flu, throat pain and coughing. Very peh cek de if got this illness. Cough till my throat quite pain le. T.T
And today is a very sian day. Nothing much to do lo. Hiaz...
Argh!! Today suddenly feel not comfortable lo!! Don't know why. I got flu, throat pain and coughing. Very peh cek de if got this illness. Cough till my throat quite pain le. T.T
And today is a very sian day. Nothing much to do lo. Hiaz...
Friday, January 4, 2008
Ahahas!!
Ahahas!!
Yay!! Today he finally never pang seh me le!! Woots~!! Today my band have orientation for the new sec1. I didn't eat my lunch then go band sia!! See, I sacrificed my lunch just to go for band. Hahas..but in band still let my junior scold. Because my conductor was talking to the sec1 then my junior play his instrument, I only "SHHH" him then he scolded me "kao bei la, ji bai." You know how angry am I that time?? Then I told my juniors that today is the last day I'm coming for band le. They don't want me leave, I don't know why. LOL. But after a tiring of playing same songs for the orientation, me and my juniors ( Darren, Yinkai, Fahmi, Rahman and Chirstopher ) went to nearest market for our "lunch". After "lunch", we went home in seperate ways. Darren and I went 1 way, the rest went other way. Then this was the time he never pang seh me, accompany me walk to bus stop. You may think that I'm abit gayish ba. No la. Coz he's my best friend, then I really don't want our friendship to be shu yuan ah. Ya. Hahas..nothing to say liao so good bye!! =)
Yay!! Today he finally never pang seh me le!! Woots~!! Today my band have orientation for the new sec1. I didn't eat my lunch then go band sia!! See, I sacrificed my lunch just to go for band. Hahas..but in band still let my junior scold. Because my conductor was talking to the sec1 then my junior play his instrument, I only "SHHH" him then he scolded me "kao bei la, ji bai." You know how angry am I that time?? Then I told my juniors that today is the last day I'm coming for band le. They don't want me leave, I don't know why. LOL. But after a tiring of playing same songs for the orientation, me and my juniors ( Darren, Yinkai, Fahmi, Rahman and Chirstopher ) went to nearest market for our "lunch". After "lunch", we went home in seperate ways. Darren and I went 1 way, the rest went other way. Then this was the time he never pang seh me, accompany me walk to bus stop. You may think that I'm abit gayish ba. No la. Coz he's my best friend, then I really don't want our friendship to be shu yuan ah. Ya. Hahas..nothing to say liao so good bye!! =)
Thursday, January 3, 2008
Just Hate It!!
Just Hate It!!
I hate people pang seh me or do things last minute!! But today he do it!!
Actually after school,sharul, Darren and me are suppose to go kallang leisure de..coz sharul were looking for people going with him, then Darren and me say accompany him on wednesday, if Darren go then I go de. But today Darren told me he don't want go coz he want go lan with his friends. I don't want hold him back so I let him go. But I don't know why I suddenly felt siianx le. He asked me why so siianx, I say nothing. Don't know why??!! Arghh!!
I hate people pang seh me or do things last minute!! But today he do it!!
Actually after school,sharul, Darren and me are suppose to go kallang leisure de..coz sharul were looking for people going with him, then Darren and me say accompany him on wednesday, if Darren go then I go de. But today Darren told me he don't want go coz he want go lan with his friends. I don't want hold him back so I let him go. But I don't know why I suddenly felt siianx le. He asked me why so siianx, I say nothing. Don't know why??!! Arghh!!
Wednesday, January 2, 2008
Argh!!!
Argh!!!
Today I'm so surprise that I can be class monitor worx!! XD Woots~!! But will I be stressful in this year because I'm class monitor?? Haiix..Now struggling with SYF pieces le. My conductor choose a peice name "VESUVIUS" ba.. This piece is a difficult piece lo!! ARGH!! Especially with the high notes. Haiix..
Today I'm so surprise that I can be class monitor worx!! XD Woots~!! But will I be stressful in this year because I'm class monitor?? Haiix..Now struggling with SYF pieces le. My conductor choose a peice name "VESUVIUS" ba.. This piece is a difficult piece lo!! ARGH!! Especially with the high notes. Haiix..
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