Be My Best Friend Always!: July 2008

Thursday, July 31, 2008

a post specially for HIM

Haiz..
Today is not a good day for me.
I really have no mood in school.
Coz we are too anti le??
I don't know!
I don't know what have I done wrong again!
Can someone tell me?!
I really very fed up about this liao loh!
How could we become like this??
Always my fault loh!
I hate myself la!
Please ah!
I don't wanna break friendship with you la!!!
Care too much for you, cannot, didn't care for you, also cannot.
I don't wanna bo chup you la.
Coz you my best friend of all ma..
But you don't seems to understand de leh.
Nowadays me and Benjamin very close, I know.
But I didn't forget you loh.
But whenever I wanna be with you, you were with Sharil.
Then it's like... you don't need me liao loh.
That's what I felt loh.
Haiz.. Seriously, I find that our friendship really dying.
Dying..dying..dying..friendship really dying le..
And sometimes I don't know how you feel loh.
Asked you, you just said, "Nvm la.. Nothing la.."
I wanna understand you more!
But you seems like don't wanna tell me anything about yourself leh.
I know, you found that I betrayed you, in the past.
But I want you to trust me again??
I wanna gain back the trust.
I really don't like to force you do whatever you don't like, but...
You must know what's the consequences of the thing you choose.
Choices have consequences.
Must remember this sentence!
And please, if you not happy with me sometimes, please tell me at the end of the day, can??
As a reflection la.
Then I know what to do and where to change myself ma.
I don't wanna loss you la.
I have already loss 2 le, and you should know who liao ba.
And today, I see you with your besties walking towards Aljunied bus stop.
I find that you are happier than with me??
Coz you carry a smile when you were with them.
With me, you look so sian.
Maybe I really do not have any common interest with you ba.
I kept trying to suit with what you did, everything.
But I failed.
I failed to carry a job as your best friend.
As you know you are the closest one that I always want to be with..
I failed to motivate you.
I can't change you.
In your eyes, I'm a betrayer, right??
Hmm..
You hate me, right??
I know...

Wednesday, July 30, 2008

Today quite anti HIM de leh. Sian!
Coz think of yesterday's thing.
Haiz..
Today 9.30am end school le, coz finish paper le.
Then slack luh.
Went to find counsellor.
Talked to her about somethings that always troubled me.
She gave me good advices.
And I felt better.
Wait for LaoGong till 1.35pm then went to Aljunied Cresent eat Mac le.
Got the 3rd COKE GLASS! Yay!
Then went for Band with LaoGong.
Then saw Shawn and Gu Juan playing water gun!
Lols.. Then played with them nor.
Then half body quite wet de la.
Hahas..
Then after band want go settle de.
But so many people keep following us then disturb, come kay po.
Cb la.
Then went market liao loh.
Then went home le.

Tuesday, July 29, 2008

Happy 2nd Month to RENZE!
Happy Always!
Once a RENZE, always a RENZE!

Today paper end at 12.10pm, then nothing do till 3pm!
Sian sian sian loh.
Then 3pm le, then pei joEyyX to Shabaniah's class then went to look for Wen Qi in the canteen.
Then go bandroom helped out some chores loh.
Then Benjamin treated us drinks.
Wow..Hahas
Then went to lan with Zi Zhong, Christopher, Benjamin and Darren.
Played till 8.45pm then home le.
But I follow Benjamin home first then I went home le.
Haiz..

HE betrayed me again.
HE lied to me again.
HE broke HIS promise again.
What should I do to make HIM really not to smoke??
Can someone tell me??
I tried all ways le, but still the same.

Monday, July 28, 2008

SPECIALLY FOR BLACKIIE BITCH!!

OI JOEY SEETOH THO MIN ER!
YOU BLOODY FUCKING TOLD PEOPLE I BETRAY YOU ARH?!
SINCE WHEN DID I BLOODY FUCKING BETRAYED YOU??
YOU SAY LA??
BLOODY FUCKING PEOPLE LIKE YOU, WANNA STEAD WITH YOU, THEN YOUR BUSINESS LA.
GO ACCEPT THEM LA.
WHY NEED CARE FOR ME SO MUCH?!
YOU KNOW YOU BLOODY FUCKING VERY DE BITCH, BLOODY FUCKING VERY DE IRRITATING, BLOODY FUCKING VERY DE KAO PEI NOT?!
I ALSO DIDN'T STEAD WITH YOU ARH.
I RATHER DIE THAN STEAD WITH YOU ARH.
I'VE BLOODY FUCKING TOLERATED YOU VERY LONG LIAO LAR HORH!
YOU DON'T SOOOOOO BLOODY FUCKING BUEY HIAO BYE LAR!!
FUCKER BLACK CHARCOAL PENG WEI SHAMELESS FREAKING BITCH!!
ZHI YANG LIKE YOU BLOODY FUCKING SOOOOO MUCH, WHY YOU DON'T ACCEPT HIM?!
ALSO NOT MY BLOODY FUCKING PROBLEM MA.
CCB.
YOU AH, VERY DE...CB LA.
KNN!
BLOODY FUCKING SHAMELESS LAR!!
EVEN IF I GOT STEAD ALSO NOT YOUR BLOODY FUCKING PROBLEM.
YOU BLOODY FUCKING OLD HAG!!
EYE BAG SOOOO BLACK AND HUGE.
-.-
AH!
YONG YI YOUR AIAI AH??
KNN YOU BLOODY FUCKING KAO PEI LA!!
COPY ME GOT AIAI FOR WHAT?!?!
EVERYTHING ALSO COPY ME.
THAT TIME GO LAN, I PLAY BEAT UP, YOU ALSO PLAY.
CCB.
YONG YI ALSO DIDN'T WANT TO BE YOU AIAI LOR!!
PLEASE LAR!!
THEN ALWAYS TAKE TROMBONE SECTION DE PHOTO.
PLEASE LAR.
MAI SO DISGUSTING CANS?!?!
YOU ARE REALLY BLOODY FUCKING FREAK LAR!!
SO MANY PEOPLE BLOODY FUCKING HATE YOU SO MUCH LAR!!
FINALLY CAN TELL YOU OFF LIAO LA.
AND!!
I DON'T OWE YOU ANY EXPLANATION FOR SCOLDING YOU THIS, COZ YOU DESERVE IT!!
AND I DIDN'T BETRAY YOU!!
GO AND BLOODY FUCKING REFLECT ON YOURSELF LAR!!
_l_

Just some random shots for today.
Today Prelim sia!
Aww.. Chinese is so hard la!

Black cat

Cute?

Stupid Zi Zhong taking me while I'm eating

Christopher, shot by Zi Zhong

Yin Kai, shot by Zi Zhong again. -.-

After last paper, went to cut hair at Geraldine's mother shop.
Then went to Aljunied MRT Station look for Christopher.
Then took train to Dhouby Ghaut to Cathay to watch movie loh.
With Darren, Christopher and Sharil.
After movie home le.