Haiz..
Today is not a good day for me.
I really have no mood in school.
Coz we are too anti le??
I don't know!
I don't know what have I done wrong again!
Can someone tell me?!
I really very fed up about this liao loh!
How could we become like this??
Always my fault loh!
I hate myself la!
Please ah!
I don't wanna break friendship with you la!!!
Care too much for you, cannot, didn't care for you, also cannot.
I don't wanna bo chup you la.
Coz you my best friend of all ma..
But you don't seems to understand de leh.
Nowadays me and Benjamin very close, I know.
But I didn't forget you loh.
But whenever I wanna be with you, you were with Sharil.
Then it's like... you don't need me liao loh.
That's what I felt loh.
Haiz.. Seriously, I find that our friendship really dying.
Dying..dying..dying..friendship really dying le..
And sometimes I don't know how you feel loh.
Asked you, you just said, "Nvm la.. Nothing la.."
I wanna understand you more!
But you seems like don't wanna tell me anything about yourself leh.
I know, you found that I betrayed you, in the past.
But I want you to trust me again??
I wanna gain back the trust.
I really don't like to force you do whatever you don't like, but...
You must know what's the consequences of the thing you choose.
Choices have consequences.
Must remember this sentence!
And please, if you not happy with me sometimes, please tell me at the end of the day, can??
As a reflection la.
Then I know what to do and where to change myself ma.
I don't wanna loss you la.
I have already loss 2 le, and you should know who liao ba.
And today, I see you with your besties walking towards Aljunied bus stop.
I find that you are happier than with me??
Coz you carry a smile when you were with them.
With me, you look so sian.
Maybe I really do not have any common interest with you ba.
I kept trying to suit with what you did, everything.
But I failed.
I failed to carry a job as your best friend.
As you know you are the closest one that I always want to be with..
I failed to motivate you.
I can't change you.
In your eyes, I'm a betrayer, right??
Hmm..
You hate me, right??
I know...
